Mr. Nerdy and Me - A Cameron Dallas Fanfiction

Chapter 7 - Between my Head and Heart

I went to my next class after lunch and all I kept thinking of is if I should have taken him back or not. Nobody was in my class this hour so I sort of just ignored everyone along with the teacher, she's a bitch anyways no one likes her. I sit in the back of the class, nobody ever pays attention to the people at the back of the class, which I liked quite a lot. Yeah sometimes I like to be in the spotlight but not usually I would rather be in the background and chill than anything else but it's kinda hard not to be in the spotlight when you are popular because your parents are rich and everything.

About two in a half hours later school was finally done and I was just ready to go home and curl up in my blankets on my bed. I got to my locker and there was Hunter leaning on the locker next to it.
I kept to myself and opened my locker glancing over at him since he was staring at me.

"What do you want Hunter?" I snap at him, I don't like it when people stare at me.

"I don't want anything, I just want to know why you and Luke split." He says softly.

"Why don't you go ask the asshole. He's the one that broke up with me." I huff.

"Oh.. I'm sorry Jordy." He says, standing up straight he opens his arms to give me a hug.

"He's just an asshole Hunter everyone knows that." I say stuffing my homework into my backpack.  Before quickly hugging Hunter tightly I hid my face in his shirt.

"Yeah I know he's an asshole." He says softly rubbing my back.

"How can a nice guy like you be friends with an asshole like him?" I ask, looking up at him.

"I don't know he wasn't an asshole before and he isn't an asshole to me I guess." He says with a shrug of his shoulders, looking down at me with a frown on his face. "What did he do anyways?" He asks.

"He.. He cheated on me.." I whispered laying my head on his chest.

"I'm sorry Jordy." He says, hugging me even closer. "Do you want me to beat his ass?" He asks.

"No I'm good, karma will beat his ass don't worry.." I say softly.

"I'll try and find out who he cheated on you with." He says.

"I don't wanna know who he cheated on me with, I really don't want to know." I snap at him. "Sorry Hunter I didn't mean to snap at you." I frown just feeling terrible in every single way possible.

"Well I gotta go off to soccer practice, I swear I will text you later." He says pulling away. I stop hugging him and frown a bit. 

"Yeah, text me when you are done with soccer or stop at my house I'm going to be there anyways." I say softly, looking up at him.

"I'll let you know what I'm doing later." He says with a small smile, hugging me quickly and tightly before pulling away. "Be safe on your drive home please." He says before running off down the hall since I did make him a few minutes late for soccer practice. 

I frown and head to my car, my bag over my shoulder. Like nobody has left school yet, lots of people had sports today and everything but usually it's just soccer or football. I get into my car just curling up on the seat. Laying my head against the door I watched people walk past my car silently. Tears would escape my eyes every so often I knew that my mascara was probably running. I stare out the window before shutting my eyes tightly wiping my eyes on my sweatshirt sleeve. I open my eyes when I hear a tap on the window. Seeing Cam standing outside my car waving at me, just makes me smile faintly. 

I signal him to get into the car and he goes around to the passenger side getting into my car. His bag in his lap he looks over at me. I don't give him a glance, I don't even speak I didn't want to cry in front of him anymore I've Cameron through enough shit with all my crying and drama in my life. Being popular is not the best shit ever, no it's terrible I don't get how people want to be popular it sucks. I'd rather be a nobody than be popular I guess is what I'm trying to say.

I feel Cam's hand on my arm making me get the chills for a moment you know those ones that go up your spine. I look over at him and he smiles brightly at me like he's trying to get me to smile. 

"Come on Jordy, smile everything will be better." He says to me, setting his bag on the floor in front of him. 

"You don't know that it'll be better Cam." I mumble to him, moving my hair out of my face.

"I might not know, but I think that it will get better you just gotta move on." He says.

"Have you ever even been in a relationship Cam? You have no fuckling clue how hard it is to have someone cheat on you and then break up with you! You never know what the hell you did wrong for them to cheat on you or what the hell in this world you did to deserve this." I snap at him fighting back tears.

"Yes I've been in a relationship, every relationship the girl has broken up with me. They never tell me what the heck I did wrong Jordy. They pull that 'It's not you it's me' card and I hate it." He says calmly.

"But you don't know what it's like to get cheated on." I cry, curling into a tighter ball.

"Why does that matter, you'll get through it and I'll help you Jordy." He says, 

"I don't need help Cam, I need time." I murmur.

"You need both Jordy, pushing people away won't do you any better." He says.

"Fine, I'll have your help even though I don't want it." I wipe my tears with the sleeves of my sweatshirt and sit up, bringing my knees to my chest.

"Thank you." He says, moving closer using his shirt to wipe my face gently. I don't really respond, I move my face so that he can see it better and he continues to wipe my face. My eyes just wandered his face before going to his lips then his eyes. To see that he was staring back into my eyes his eyes at this little shimmer to them that made them super pretty. I smiled softly, my eyes going back to his lips and I quickly looking away facing forward.

"I should probably be getting home. " I say quickly and a bit awkwardly. 

"Yeah me too.." He says, "I'll see you later or whatever." He says and gets out of the car grabbing his bag before walking away probably to his car. 

I quickly start my car and pull out of my parking spot in the school parking lot and start heading back to my house, hopefully I can get some sleep or something before Hunter texts me or decides to come over. Not really sure what he's going to be doing after practice but I guess I'll find out sooner or later.