I got to my house after school in about ten minutes. I just ignored my mom asking me how was school and like usual my dad isn't home thank god. I head straight up to my bedroom with my backpack and close the door after getting to my bedroom. I set my bag on the floor and change out of my clothes that I wore for school and changed into sweatpants and a tank top. Heading into the bathroom that was connected to my bedroom I removed all the makeup from my face and threw my hair up into a ponytail. I just want to sleep and watch Disney movies right now. And maybe cry a little bit also I'm not sure I'm just so confused on what the hell to do about Luke and Cameron and just everything.
I get into my bed, rolling onto my side to that I was facing the door and frown tightening the blankets around myself. My phone just laid next to me and I just watched it as I would get snapchats and text messages quite a lot. I would open them but I wouldn't reply or anything I didn't want to talk or take pictures of myself pretending that I was happy and totally loving life when I honestly am not loving life. I'm not happy and I'm definately not loving life at the moment.
That moment that I had with Cameron back at school too back in my car. What the hell was that? I really wanted to kiss him and everything but he's just a friend and who knows I probably don't really like him as much as I think I do. I honestly feel like I have a crush on him and everything but what if I'm just using him to feel better about mine and Luke's break up? Am I stupid for saying that I mean Cameron is really attractice, actually way more attractice then Luke could ever be but I couldn't do that to him or myself.
All of these random thoughts just come to me as I try to fall asleep, it's just when everyone does their deepest thinking I guess. I mean we ask ourselves questions that we wouldn't usually ask ourselves or anyone for that moment. But now that our minds are set on wanting to fall asleep we actually stop and start to think about stuff like 'Who are we going to marry?' or something stupid like 'What would happen if cows could actually fly?' our minds are just in a different state I guess. Or we are just way too overtired to think straight either one I guess it could be either one or anything for that matter.
I finally stop my thoughts after like ten minutes of talking to myself in my mind and finally fall asleep slowly but then all at once. I wake up when I feel someone's hand on my shoulder and my named being said.
"Hmm?" I groan not planning on even opening my eyes to check who it was.
"Wake up Jordy." Hunter says with a chuckle, shaking me just making me groan even more.
"Why?" I mumble.
"Because you and me are gonna talk that's why." He chuckles, sitting on the edge of my bed I could just feel his body weight at the edge of my bed.
"Fine then talk." I say opening my eyes slowly looking up at him. His back was to me but he was looking at me with a small smile.
"So you wanted to know why I'm friends with an asshole right?" He asks and I nod my head. "Well as you know Luke and I have been friends for ages. Well he use to be really cool fun guy but ever since we got into high school he slowly began to become cocky and a total asshole because he started to become a popular jock as you know. Well the popularity has gone to his head now, that's pretty much all he knows and I just want him to at least have a friend when he realizes that popularity means nothing after High School it's never meant anything anyways." He finishes with a sigh.
"I'm sorry Hunter, for your best friend becoming an asshole and everything terrible that has happened because of Luke.." I frown feeling terrible not just for myself but for Hunter.
"Don't be sorry, I thought you were gonna be the girl to bring him back to reality which you did until the start of this school year he's just been off and his old cocky asshole self. We don't even hangout anymore or anything he's just hanging out with his other so called 'friends' he's just left me on the streets I guess I should just do the same thing to him but I'm not that kind of person Jordy.. I don't know what to do." He says looking at me with a frown.
"I don't know which one to pick, I would pick to leave his ass on the street." I say with as shrug of my shoulders, making him chuckle..
"Yeah I know you would pick that one." He smiles softly at me.
"See this is why you are my friend, sometimes I feel like you know me better than my best friend." I admit.
"What is up with you and Annabeth anyways?" He asks.
"I don't even know Hunter, we haven't hung out in ages and honestly she barely even talks to me it's been a week that she hasn't talked to me well until lunch today." I frown.
"I'm really sorry Jordy, I'm sorry about everything about Luke and Annabeth and just everything that is going like shit." He says, crawling over me laying on the other side of me. I roll over so that I'm facing him and sigh.
"You don't have to be sorry for me Hunter, I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me and everything I just don't want people to feel sorry for me because all the shit that's going on in my life right now." I murmur.
"Okay I'll stop saying sorry I promise." He says kissing my forehead before sitting up. "I gotta be heading home and I'll text you when I get home I promise." He says getting off my bed and heading out of my bedroom.
I just stay silent, closing my eyes again, I just feel like crying right now honestly. I just thought of everything that Hunter has said to me, just remembering how sweet and amazing that Luke was when I first met him. How happy he would make me and how drastically everything changed this school year. That he cheated on me and our relationship finally ended. I just want to know why he cheated on me? What did I do to deserve something like this?
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
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