Mr. Nerdy and Me - A Cameron Dallas Fanfiction

Chapter 6 - School Is Now My Hell

I rushed down the hall, tears streaming down my face just wanting to get away from Luke. He wanted me back and I wanted him back but you know what they say, once a cheater always a cheater. I turned the corner to head upstairs to my first class which is Creative Writing. We usually just write short stories and stuff in that class, it's pretty fun actually but hard too at times to come up with ideas. I started up the stairs, moving my hair over my shoulder as I walked. 

"Jordy!" I hear Cam's voice from behind me. I look over my shoulder and see Cam at the bottom of the stairs just heading up them. When I get to the top of the stairs I move to the side just waiting for him. Mostly Freshmen and Sophomores were coming up the stairs with ocassionally some Juniors and Seniors. The Freshmen and Sophomores had the top floor while everyone else had the ground floor. Cam finally reaches the top of the stairs and he smiles at me. "How are you?" He asked his smiling just glowing. 

"I'm okay I guess." I say with a shrug of my shoulders, that's when I noticed that he wasn't wearing his glasses. "Where are your glasses? You look-never mind.." I cut myself off from finishing the sentence.

"Make me look what?" He asked, raising his eyebrows at me.

"Nothing, so where are they?" I asked, beginning down the hallway as we head to our English class.

"They are back at my house, I'm wearing my contacts right now they aren't really comfortable but I'll get use to them sooner or later I guess." He responds with a shrug, he walking next to me down the hall.

I hold my books and folders to my chest as I walked. Staring down at the title of the book on top reading 'The Fault In Our Stars' I frowned down at it getting some tears in my eyes. Luke really loved this book and he actually would read it to me when he would come over to my house after soccer practice.

He would stroke my head and we would cuddle and he would read softly into my ear until I would just fall asleep.

I finally snapped out of my thoughts as I felt Cam's hand on my arm. Tears streamed down my cheeks, landing on the hardcover of the book.

"Why are you crying?" He asks me sounding super worried.

"Because I miss Luke.." I mumble, moving my books into one arm wiping my eyes. "I don't think I can do this Cam. I need to go home." I frown deeply, glancing over at him.

"You just got here you can't leave Jordy I'm sorry." He responds putting his arm around me.

"I'll stay as long as I can.." I say biting my lip, I sort of liked the feeling of his arm around me but we can't be friends not at school. What if someone popular saw UE together? Everyone would think that I downgraded from Luke to this nerd Cameron.

If I wanted to be friends with Cameron at school I will have to turn him popular. Stop using all his smartness everywhere and start acting dumb around people. Make friends and.. join a sports team. Every popular guy is on a sports team.

We get to our English class and he removes his arm from around me. He went to his seat in the back of the classroom, while my seat was right in the front. Where the teacher could just watch me. Which is a real pain in the ass sometimes.

I sat down at my desk, setting my books in front of me, slumping down in my seat. I just hugged my stomach staring into space. All the thoughts running through my mind about Luke and this book. Just about our relationship, maybe he does want me back for real? Or did, since I did reject him he probably doesn't want me anymore. I want him back but what if he's just gonna use me again? He cheated on me how the hell are you suppose to tell if someone isn't going to do that again? 

I finally snapped out of it when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, looking around everyone was leaving the classroom and it was Cameron's hand.

"Distracted much?" He says with a chuckle. 

"I'm just thinking.." I say, grabbing my books and standing up with a roll of my eyes. 

"I'll see you later?" He asks as he heads to the door. 

"Maybe.." I say with a shrug of my shoulders, moving past him with my head down and head back to my locker. I rush downstairs to my locker to get the rest of my stuff, I really did not know if I was gonna make it the whole day here, everyone keeps giving me dirty looks as I walk past them. I don't know why, what the hell did I do?

After about three hours it was finally time for lunch, I bring my own lunch everyday because who the hell eats school lunch? It's disgusting anyways. I walk around till I find my best friend Annabeth, she was sitting with Luke and Hunter. I bit my lip and sit down between her and Hunter awkwardly, I didn't make any eye contact with Luke. This was the most awkward thing ever having to sit with your ex at lunch. 

"Why aren't you sitting next to Luke, Jordy?" Annabeth says softly to me she was looking over at me concerned. 

"Because.. I'll tell you later okay? I just don't wanna sit next to him right now..." I say through my teeth quietly before I start to eat what I had for lunch. 

I just eat in silence while Luke, Hunter and Annabeth talk the entire time. I kept my head down only ONCE glancing up to Luke seeing him flash a smile at me just made me roll my eyes in annoyance. 

I didn't know if I really wanted to tell Annabeth what went down between Luke and me, he didn't even tell Hunter so I'd feel a bit weird telling Annabeth and then she would spread that around the school in a blink of an eye it's just what she does, but she's my best friend I gotta love her. 

I haven't told anyone besides Cameron about it and I just hope that Luke doesn't find out that Cam knows. Luke could seriously hurt Cam or me for saying anything to him. Because Luke is the jealous type he doesn't even usually let me talk to other guys or he picks a fight with them. If I wanted to talk to a guy when we were dating I would have to sneak away from his Luke's side, or I would have to have Luke glued to my side like he's a lost puppy. That's one thing I'm not gonna miss about this relationship, but there are already so many things that I already miss.