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Chapter 11

As planned I again sat beside sonia but that day she initiated our conversation.
Though I wanted to confess my feelings to her but Ayaan stopped me.

" it's not the perfect time buddy. Wait for some more time but start showing your admiration to her little bit. We don't want her to get scared . start to get l little closer to her day by day. So when you actually propose her she won't have any excuse to say no."  Were his exact words.

However I really wanted to make her mine but it was not the correct time I guessed.  And that's how things were proceeding.

Well this pretend to be only  friends to her was damn tough. It was getting difficult.

Things were going out of control day by day.
I started to had that sudden urge to touch her,  take her in my arms, hug her and kiss her till she wouldn't accept my love.

But I was controlling myself for better. I needed to be patience and that's what I was doing at that time.
I was being patience.

Students body election had taken place.I and sonia elected for our desired post and we both got it.

Ayaan had selected as head boy of our school and Divyani Mukherjee as head girl.

And soon it was time for our first term examination hence we got busy for its preparation and our meetings reduced to one or two times in a week.

I was really missing her!!!

As the famous say " No pain, No gain".
I was bearing that pain.....

With each passing day I was falling for her more. I was getting attached to her more.  I was going all crazy for her.

Her thoughts, her gestures, her features every single thing about her were not allowing me sleep at night.

My condition was getting worse with each passing second. 

The boys and my parents were very worried about me. They were worried about my heartbreak which might make me shattered in future, hell even I was worried too. But I couldn't do anything about that.
I was helplessly in love with her.

My condition was irreversible and nothing & no one could change it. Only one person could treat me at that time. It was my sonia.

I again pulled my hairs in frustration.

Sonia. .Sonia ....Sonia

My heart was screaming for her. ......
'Get a hold on yourself surya. She is yours.focus on your studies now.' I was reminding myself again and again but this stupid heart of mine was not ready to listen. 

'I should focus on my studies.' I encouraged myself one more time.

I needed a distraction.

And that's how I drowned myself in ocean of knowledge that was my books.

the next day was my first exam and there I was sitting on my bed. Pitying on my own condition.

I was pathetic!!!! I laughed a hearty laugh on my condition.

'Ohh! ! My sonia you are going to so pay for my this condition. 

Wait till I get my hands on you.
I promise my love. You will also scream my name but not in frustration but in pure love and pleasure. '

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The next day. ..

That day was my first exam and my mind was not paying attention on anything except a certain 'someone'.

I had finished my exam the best I could and came out of examination hall.

'Men!! She has become a drug to me.' I groaned.

'I need a dose.' I thought.

I turned around and saw my drug coming towards me with a winning smile.

" the paper was awesome isn't it. " she exclaimed happily.

" yup" I nodded, I tried my best to not to focus on her lips but my eyes were betraying me.

'The way her lips parted,  the way her tongue rolled, the way she licked her lips to kept them moist.  The way she bit them every time she thinks.' My wicked thoughts were overwhelming me.

" Surya !!  Surya!!" She shook my arm and brought me out of my dirty thoughts.

" yes what were you saying. " I said.

" Are you okay surya?? You are looking lost.  Have you had a bad exam?what's the matter?" She asked looking concern.

" umm nothing sonia I am completely fine. And my exam was awesome as well." I said smiling softly.

I meant how could I tell her ... She was the reason behind my zoned out.

" you know you can trust me surya if something is bothering you are free to share ." She said putting here delicate hands on mine and an assuring smile playing on her lips.

And I almost melted.

" umm yes , No!! Actually yes" I stuttered due to the affect of her hands on mine.

"Can we talk in an isolated place sonia I need to share something. I kind of need your advice. " I collected my self and asked in an smooth begging voice.

" yes surya why not come. Let's go to school rehearsal hall. I bet it may be vacant." She replied and we started to walk.

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TO BE CONTINUED. ..

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