When It Rains- When a heart weeps|√

Chapter 15

The bond of friendship can never be defined accurately, it's a relationship of mutual understanding, sharing and of love.

-Anne.

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Surya POV

The next few days after proposal or should I say rejection were the most difficult and miserable days of my life. I couldn't point my finger at anything at all.i was lost. I was broken, frustrated and desperate.  My friends did supported Me well at that time so was my parents but still the feeling of love failure was putting their all efforts in vain and I couldn't help it at all. In those days I was walking on the narrow path of broken heart and unshed tears, each passing moment turned out to be more horrible than the previous one, every single breath I inhale was cutting my heart into million pieces instead of sending to the different cells. My brain started to stopped functioning and very slowly I became secluded from the world itself. I used to lock myself in my room for hours and shed those tears at front of her portrait which were dieing to wet my face but I prohibited them to fall at front of the world.

I started to behave differently to people and by different I mean the angry, desperate, unusual me.i used to smile at people but the smile was a paste one. I forgot the feeling of happiness since the day she declined my proposal.
I started to shout at anyone disturbing my chain of thoughts when I was thinking about her or blocking my view when I was busy staring my dream girl.

I was slowly inclining towards the world of crazy lover, although my love was one sided.My friends and family started to worry about my well being and I swear I really tried hard to reassure them but how could I succeed when I, myself was in need of some self assurance.

The love failure was a blow on the heart of my eighteen year old self and I was unable to handle it.it was then I came to realise that indeed have a set of four most idiotic people in the world which I call my friends as One night when I was engage in the world of dreams with my nerd angel, I heard my phone ringing.

'Don't you need somebody baby I wanna I wanna know, to keep you up all night baby, I am at your, I am at your door,Don't you need somebody, when I knock when I knock open up , your love can let me in..........'

With the end of the stanza I received the call by swiping the green arrow flashing On my brand new one plus. That was the third phone in the week as I often broke my phone as the raise of my temper. I told you I started to behave differently.

"Ya'dude, want you here in five."yelled Harsh in his usual jolly excited voice and hung up the call.
His all time childish nature never left any room to surprise me, he was always the most excited one in our gang of five.

like always he conveyed half the information in excitement but what is the matter to be excited this much. I wondered and wondered.

I was about to call that idiot again to know exactly where that idiot want me to reach but received an another call from Ayaan instead.

"Ya'dude come to my farm house near pithampur as soon as possible." Said Ayaan calmly.

"Okay but what's the matter, look Ayaan I am in no mood of parting." I said the first thing that appeared in brain. I really wanted to spend some time alone.