The Thunder Kings Girl (BOOK 2)

Part 22

Laxus
Rae as I believed she was called began training us with her own ways which were helpful yes but I didn't see what meditating had to do with this all? What could possibly need to be used for meditating? Was there a meaning to it? My brain was a scrambled mess because I was losing every second that I could be using trying to get her back with me to me and god if I wasn't in front of so many people I'd be balling, cracking, falling apart at the seams! That was the reality of it all and my heart couldn't and can't take much more of this pain of knowing she could be dead right now for all any of us know and god that hurt so much more than it should in my own beliefs at least.

There was unease in me and I think Rae could see that in me because she was watching me so closely everytime that I had my head hung low with Luke trying to cheer me up in some way or another but there was nothing any of them could do for me. What could they do? There is no and would be no happiness in my life unless I could raise my child with his mother, with my Fiancee, with the girl I love! She was everything to me and without her this whole system of peace with me would shake and fall apart inside of me meaning there would be much more of the old pissed off me rather than the me I want to be! No one could see it though meaning I would be scared all alone in this world about retreating to the person I was without someone to stop it from happening!

A sigh mixed with a sort of shaky sob left my mouth as I made my way into a hall smiling sadly eyes shut tight as every memory I had of us together replayed in my mind whether it when we met, when we danced, when we kissed, when we touched, when she laughed, when we would smile, all of it was coming to me in painful waves of anger and hurt for letting this happen and what do I know about her? What can I truly know about her that others don't know? I know so much yet I feel I know so little about her and that's the part that makes me feel pained and all alone in a world like this where I see nothing left to do but sulk.

"You seem out of it. You can tell me about it you know?" Rae sat there her hands behind her back a childish smirk on her face. "It's about Lucy isn't it? I see the pain on your face yet you tell no one of what she told you that while ago. I can see it on your face and I could feel it in her when she touched it." My hands ran over my face anger coursing through me about all of it about the few days before she brought her dad in to see his wife about what had happened.

"Laxus! Y-You're back early." I smiled and took her close to me smiling down at her softly as she smiled right back at me. "You need to stop being so damn charming! It's no fair." She was pouting like a child making me smile as her cheeks were puffed lips cast down in a sad frown. "I-I need to talk to you when you have a chance." It made me confused for a second.

"Well then come. Let's sit. Lucius wanted to stay with Luke for the night. Something about sharing stories?" A laugh left her lips as she guided me down and sat me in a chair. I really wanted her to smile and tell me all was okay but there was something off today in the way she moved in a happy yet nervous fashion. "You okay baby? You seem nervous today?" She nodded.

"Um I don't really know how to say this so I'll be blunt about it!" She took my hand closing her eyes tilting her head with a smile on her face. "I-I'm pregnant again." At first I was in shock but as fast at the came I picked her up and spun her around hearing her laugh at me so serenely before placing a kiss on her lips. There was light in her eyes more and more each day and each second that I held her with me smiling at her.

"You and I are having another child. God you don't know how happy you make me love." My forehead was against her in that moment making me as well as her cry a bit in joy of what was to come now that we were preparing for the second addition to our family and whether it a boy or girl I would treat the child just like I would always for it is a sacred bond between my Fiancee and I to want to have another child and a child is something that is a blessing.

"Yea. We're going to be parents again Laxus! We get to raise another child into the world of amazing magic and happiness though it's not all happy I admit." I only rolled my eyes and took her in my arms

"We'll be okay either way."

Knowing that fact made this all the more dire a situation for me, but I can't imagine Lucy's thought about it yet. She was probably worried we'd be stupid and charge in without thinking about it all. There was no way I would risk everyone here on the limb we could beat them with so little real training and yes we were short on time and the ethics were not that easy to understand but we knew they were necessary.

"When will you tell everyone that your Fiancee is with child? They have limited time you know." I looked at her.

"Let's just finish this training fast and go get them."