Hurt.

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Luke's POV

I don't know how I did it, but I got my perfect girl and it truly made me the happiest guy ever. It made me feel good that I helped Andrea when she needed someone most.

There was just something about her when I first met her that just caught my attention. I think it was just the way she was around me. So calm and shy, that's what I liked about girls. Those obnoxious ones just made me annoyed and disintriqued. And now, seven months later, I am happy to still call Andrea my girl.

Today was a usual day for me. Woke up at about noon, ate food, and checked Twitter. I walked out into the living room to see Jai and Natalie all cuddled up on the couch. I took out my phone and took a picture, debating whether I should put it online or not, for drama sake. I tucked my phone in my pocket and sat down in the recliner and grabbed my computer from the table and went on Facebook. I rarely used Facebook anymore, due to the fact that all the Janoskians fans have found my personal Facebook.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I checked to see what it was. It was a text from Andrea which made me smile.

Andrea: morning babe! i am going with my dad to work but i hope you have a great day, love you <3

I smiled at the text and replied:

Luke: okay!(: have a good day baby! Love you too(:

I got up, shutting my computer and set it on the table. I had the whole day to myself, it seemed like. Mum went out of town, Beau was out, and Jai was sleeping on the couch. I threw a pillow at Jai and he groaned.

"What the fuck..?" He asked all tired and rubbed his eyes.

I smiled all cheeky at him. "Morning, sunshine. It's 12:30, get up." I laughed and walked into the kitchen.

Jai sat up, leaving Natalie there and he walked into the kitchen behind me. "I slept fourteen hours? Shit..." He yawned and looked in the fridge for food.

"Yeah, you and Natalie missed a party at James's house." I shrugged and took a sip of orange juice.

"Oh well, Natalie and I had more fun cuddling." He laughed and sat down.

"You need to make it official, you shit head." I told him and Jai simply gave me a shrug.

"I don't know...I mean I really like her, and I know she likes me a lot.." He chuckled and shook his head. "We already fucked." He laughed again and I patted his back.

"Look at you, Jaido!" I laughed and sat on the counter. "Not even official and already fucking." I looked at him. "I've been dating Andrea for seven months, and we haven't done it once...just making out, I think she's hesitant to have sex with me?" I looked at my phone for messages.

Jai widened his eyes. "You serious!? Not once??" He seemed surprised at my response.

I nodded. "Not even once, she gets scared..I think something happened with her and Noah that she's like scared to have sex. But I won't ask her." I said, shrugging again, biting at my nails.

"You gotta get on that! She's fucking sexy, I can tell you that.." Jai smirked at me and I shook my head, smiling.

"You got a girl, hands off mine." I shoved Jai in a friendly way. "I don't wanna ask her about it, I am afraid she will get mad at me..." I frowned slightly.

"So then you wait for her to bring it up, Luke." He said and I nodded. "I am gonna take Natalie home." He got up and went by Natalie. I hopped the counter and walked into my room and climbed into my bunk. I pulled my phone again, seeing I had two new messages from Andrea.

Andrea: hey babe, im gonna come over during my dad's lunch hour. That okay?

Andrea: nope i lied. Be over at 6:) love you!!

I looked at my phone for a second, trying to figure out what to say. I replied:

Luke: okay! we gotta talk about something tonight too...

I seemed hesitant sending that, but it was better now than never.

Andrea texted me back: about what? something bad?):
I frowned, knowing she would say that. I texted back: no no! just a question I have on my mind.

She didn't reply after that, and I had a feeling she would think it would be bad. The time was going by slow, six couldn't come any sooner..

Finally, six rolled around and I heard my doorbell ring. I sprang up and walked to the door. There, Andrea was standing there and I smiled, pulling her into a hug, wrapping my arms around her tightly.

"Hi, babe! Did you miss me?" She asked, with a huge smile on her face. I nodded and kissed her head. She leaned up and kissed me lightly. I kissed her back, smiling against her lips.

She pulled back. "What's that something you had to ask me?"

I gulped, and looked at her nervously. I took her hand, leading her to my room and sat her down on Jais bed. I closed the door and sat next to her. "Okay..we've been dating for seven months now and.." I stopped and she looked at me.

"Are you proposing to me?" She giggled and I shook my head, laughing quietly.

"No, I just..Jai and I were talking this morning and we were saying how him and Natalie had already had sex. Then I said you and I haven't, I feel like you're hesitant to.." I took a deep breath, feeling all hot in my face.

Andrea sighed, looking down. "I haven't ever told you what else Noah did to me.." She licked her lips, and looked at me. "Like a year back, Noah and I were at a party at my house with my sister and her friends, and you know...there was alcohol involved, so me, being the fucking idiot I was, I got drunk. Noah told me to get drunk and I would have more fun.." She took a deep breath, looking like she was holding back tears. "He took advantage of me, and I was piss drunk so I didn't have any idea what was going on.."

"So then what happened, babe?" I asked, interrupting her story.

"He wasn't drunk, and I was a virgin at the time, and he had sex with me. Took my virginity while I was drunk, and I don't remember a lot of it. I remember him..yknow...and then passing out after it and waking up completely naked and Noah was gone." Tears came down her cheeks and I pulled her into my arms. "Ever since then, I haven't wanted to have sex with anyone, because I fear they will take advantage of me.." She said, sniffling.

I nodded, kissing her head. "I am sorry that happened to you, babe. I never knew, and I am sorry I asked you." I rubbed her side and she shook her head.

"No...you're my boyfriend now and you should know about me. I am sorry if I crushed your sex dreams.." She shrugged.

"You didn't, babe. A relationship isn't about sex and all that fucking stuff. It's about two people in love, and I am definitely in love with you." I said and she looked up at me.

"I love you too, Luke." She said, laying her head down on my chest. "Thank you for understanding.." I nodded and kissed her head again.

"You're welcome, baby. I am always gonna be there for you...forever and always."

Forever and always...