It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan)

It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night- Chapter 5

A/N: 

Hey guys! Sorry, I didn't write yesterday, I kind of had a lot of homework and I may or may not have used my amazing procrastination skills. Anyways, I'm here now and I can start writing! I feel like I'm going to make this series a little shorter since I'm kind of just losing excitement in writing it. I have another great idea that I want to start after this so that's also another reason why I want to finish this series. Anyways, here's Chapter 5 of It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night! Enjoy!

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*Dan's POV*

I woke up on a sofa extremely confused, my head aching to the point where it felt like it was going to explode. My eyes focused and I allowed myself to observe the room around me, taking in as much as my aching brain can. I realized I was at Chris and PJ’s house and I was lying on their sofa. Right when I recognized my location the memories came running back into my mind.

I kissed Phil, my best friend, my bisexual best friend. Not only did I kiss him, but I kissed him while he was drunk. I took advantage of him while he was in his most vulnerable state. I really didn’t mean to, I wasn’t thinking straight. I kind of just lost myself and went in for it; I just lost control of myself. But, even if it wasn’t really under my consciousness, I couldn’t help but feel a spark once our lips touched.

But, I was straight, I was sure that I was. I rolled off of him right when I realized what I was doing, that must’ve meant that I thought it was wrong. But, there must’ve been something telling me to kiss him since I actually did in the first place. Then I remembered what he said right before I kissed him. Because you’ll never love me the way I loved you.

The words replayed in my head, the sound of Phil’s beautiful voice playing over and over again. Wait—I didn’t just say Phil’s voice was beautiful. No. I didn’t. I couldn’t have. I shook my head, trying to extract the thought from my mind when the pain hit came back to my head.

I slowly stood up, trying not to put any more pressure on my head than the amount it already had. I trudged over to Chris’s and PJ’s kitchen and opened their medicine cabinet, grabbing the bottle of pain killers and popping two into my mouth.

All these thoughts about Phil were only making the pain worse, and I didn’t even drink that much. I had only about a bottle and a half of beer; must’ve been an incredibly strong kind. I really couldn’t blame the kiss on me being drunk, I really wasn’t drunk at all.

I paced around thinking over any possible reason on why I would actually kiss Phil before PJ walked into the room. “Hey Dan, are you okay?” PJ made himself a cup of tea as I sat myself at the kitchen counter. “What happened last night?” I thought that I could get some more answers from him, “I mean, I remember everything about the party, but why did I wake up here, why didn’t I go home?” PJ just giggled at my concern and sat himself down in front of me, across the counter. “Chris and I found you and Phil cuddled up to each other, sleeping in the back yard,” PJ laughed, “And you guys were obviously too tired and Phil was too hung over for you two to go home so we let you crash here.”

I just nodded; I was cuddled up with Phil, why would I be cuddled up to him? “Where’s Phil now?” I took note of PJ’s remark that he was still here. PJ pointed upstairs and I got up, knowing that he was directing me to the guest room.

I slowly opened the door only to find Phil sleeping soundly in the bed. I walked over to him and sat myself down at the bed side. I lightly shook him as to how I usually woke him up, knowing that he’d probably have a much stronger head ache than me.

He cracked open his eyes and frowned, immediately rubbing his head. I handed him two pain killers and he gulped them down, lightly smiling at me. “Morning,” I smiled back to him, “We’re still at Chris and PJ’s house, so don’t be confused.” Phil eyed the room before looking back at me and nodding lightly. “Um, do you remember anything from last night?” maybe he didn’t remember anything at all and I didn’t have to worry about the kiss. But, I was let down as I saw the look that struck in his eyes right away. He hesitantly shook his head, but I knew he remembered, how could he forget? For God’s sake, he was kissed by his best friend, the best friend that lived with him.

I decided to just play along, hoping that if we both ignored last night that things wouldn’t become extremely awkward between us. “Yeah, same here,” I forced a laugh, but I noticed the clear sound of disappointment in my voice as the words pushed out from under my lips. Why would I be disappointed that he was pretending that he didn’t remember? Did I want him to say that he remembered?

I shook off the thoughts quickly before standing up and pulling him up with me, accidentally pulling him a little too close to my body. I quickly stepped back, trying not to look awkward as I realized that Phil was only wear his boxers. I looked down and realized that he actually had a pretty nice body and his skin contrasted perfectly with his hair. I never actually paid any attention to his body, but now that I was looking I couldn’t help but think that his body was actually pretty perfect. What? No. It’s just Phil’s body, you’ve seen it tons of times before, it’s no big deal.

 After a moment I noticed that I was staring and looked back into his eyes, turning extremely red. I saw his cheeks fade to a deep red and knew that he caught me staring as well. “Uh,” I choked, “We should get home, so you should uh… get dressed and stuff.” He walked over to his clothing and slowly picked them up as I tried my hardest not to let my eyes wander. Why was I suddenly so enticed by Phil’s body? It’s not like I was attracted to guy’s bodies in the first place, right?

I decided to let myself out of the awkwardness and headed towards the exit of the room, “I’ll uh… see you downstairs.” I dashed out the room and headed downstairs, quickly putting on my shoes and sitting down on the sofa. I placed my head into my hands and sighed a little too loudly. Was it going to be like this from now on? Was it going to be this awkward all the time?

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Yay! Finished with chapter 5 :3 Did you guys enjoy? Sorry it was a little short this time. I think I’m going to write the longer chapter during the weekend, I’ll have more time to write then. Anyways, leave me your feedback and stuff! Thanks for reading! And, thanks for two hundred reads! <3