It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan)

It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night- Chapter 16

A/N: 

Hi guys! So, this is probably going to be a really short chapter because I have a lot of shows today but I have like an hour or so before they start. So, I'm going to try to write this as fast as possible so mind the shortness of the chapter and the increase of typos. Nonetheless, here's chapter 16 of It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night!

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*Phil's POV* 

I sat on Chris and PJ’s house with my face in my hands, sobbing uncontrollably. Chris sat by my side, rubbing my back for comfort while PJ made us some tea. I was having trouble breathing and Chris had to keep reminding me to take a breath in and a breath out every two minutes.

“You’ve been here for almost twenty minutes,” PJ walked back into the room and set the cups onto the table, sitting across from us, “What the hell happened?” I tried to explain but no words came out. I couldn’t speak since I saw what had happened back at the flat.

“Come on mate,” Chris patted my back with a little force, “You know we’re here for you no matter what.” I lifted my head from my hands and wiped them against my jeans. “It’s okay Phil,” PJ spoke calmly, trying not to sound worried, “You can tell us, we won’t judge you.”

“I-It’s not r-really something to j-judge about,” my mouth finally released the croaky sound of my voice, “I-It was j-just that I-I did something s-stupid.” PJ and Chris nodded and continued to let me explain, knowing that if they said something I’d probably break into sobs again.

My sobbing quieted down a little and I was able to get rid of the embarrassing stifling stutter in my voice. “Well, you remember Charlie right?” I looked at the both of them and watched their faces illuminate with disapproval, “Charlie Casey? My ex-best friend?” The words hit my head with different emotional waves of anger and sadness. The both of them nodded and kept themselves quiet, knowing they promised not to judge me.

“Well, he came by two months ago or so and asked if he could stay with us for a week,” I began to rap out the whole story all the way from the beginning. I continued telling the story all the way to the most damaging part. “And, I walked into the kitchen to say hi to the both of them,” I stopped myself for a second, pushing back the tears forming back into my eyes, “And Charlie saw me. Then he walked over to Dan who was bent over looking in the fridge. So, when Dan turned around Charlie leaned in and kissed him, right in front of me.”

PJ and Chris gasped in anger and they’re faces turned read from fury, they both clenched their fists. “And the worst part is,” tears started to slip from my eyes again, “Dan kissed back. He wrapped his hands around his neck and kissed back.”

I broke into sobs again but this time let PJ and Chris see the pain I was in. “S-So I said that I-I was going to stay here for a w-while,” the stutter came back, “And right b-before I left he said he l-loved me.” PJ and Chris widened their eyes before they gave each other a look and looked back at me.

“Phil, what did you do?” Chris asked, speaking for the both of them, “When Dan said he loved you?” He tried to say it as casually as possible so I didn’t break into a deeper sob.

I looked back at the two of them and they looked deeply concerned. “I s-stopped for a second and thought w-whether I should come running back or n-not,” I gasped for air as much as I could, finding it almost impossible to breath while sobbing this hard and speaking as well. “And then?” PJ leaned his shoulders in and placed his elbows on his knees, looking me deeply into the eye.

“I decided t-that he obviously k-kissed Charlie back for a r-reason,” I looked down at the ground, “So I k-kept w-walking.” PJ let out a breath and looked over to Chris who reflected his gaze with a knowing expression. “And what was that reason?” I felt Chris’s eyes seal back onto me. I continued looking down, not being able to hold eye contact with the two of them, “Because I’m not good enough for him.”

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 Yeah. So I hope you guys enjoyed that extremely short chapter. I’m sorry :c I promised I’ll right a longer chapter tomorrow because I’ll have time to actually write. Anyways, you know how the rest of this goes, leaving your feedback and all. And, the thanking you for 1,800 reads and for reading in general. Thanks <3