The day came around again. Another round of chemo. I sat there while they pumped the foreign liquid into me. I held Brennan's hand through it all. I felt cold and nauseous. I wasn't getting better I could tell. The doctors moved slow around me. They're eyes didn't have a trace of hope.i was stage 3 now. It was going downhill.
"I'm not getting better am I?" I turned to Brennan.
"Don't talk like that" his eyes looked the most hopeful but it wasn't enough.
"Should I lie?? I'm not getting better! Do You people think I'm blind?!?! I can tell you guys just want to give up on me!! You all have no hope!!" I screamed to the room filled with 5 doctors. I froze. Realization of the words that came out of my mouth flooded over me.
"I'm sorry" I looked down at my ice cold hands.
Brennan tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
" I have hope. It may not look like it but I do. I don't know how I could live without you how could I not have hope?" I looked in his eyes. They were tired. Tired from staying up endless nights. Worrying. Tired from caring for me. It was an exhaustion that couldn't be cured by sleep. He was scared, depressed, anxious. I could see now. His eyes Weren't hopeless. They held too much hope.
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The chaos and the calm
FanficAnnie's mom makes her go to public school after Caleb passed to make friends. Of all things she doesn't want pity. She meets Brennan but is her someone who will be realistic but caring and not give her pity. Read on to discover Annie's emotional rol...
