Happily Never After Styles

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They both jumped from shock then Harry looked up at me and saw me in the bed , tears were streaming down my face i couldnt stop. I was speechless at what i saw , but i was also soo angry .

"What are u doing home so early !?" He said in his angry voice .
I reacted furiously back saying "Why are you the one being mad ?!!!!"
He shrugged off my question and yelled "i asked you a goddamn question !"  I knew he had been drinking.
I was boiling with anger and grief  so i spat back at him saying "So did i ... U know what HAROLD EDWARD STYLES ! just leave it, leave everything . I'm leaving you ! Something i should have done a long time ago !. Have fun with that slut. I'll be back tomorrow for my stuff ! Don't bother being here". I grabbed  my phone ,  changer and hand bag  with tears streaming down my face i ran pass them  still in my pajamas!. How could i let him do this to me again .. how ???. How could he do this to me again. He took me for a fool. Oh what a fool i was.  I stormed down the stairs hearing Harry catch himself  at regretting what he'd said and done . He quickly yelled out running after me  " come on , im sorry i don't know what came over me. Babe  dont leave me here im sorry" the sorry's kept flowing out of his mouth like he was singing a song but i knew damn well not to believe a single word.
I angrily grabbed my coat and my keys yelling as i walked away " No goodbye , you did this to yourself. Im nobody's food"

I drove the whole night finding an out of town
hotel. Because i didn't want him to find me at the nearest one. I had to get my mind together.I spent the night there sleeping terribly !. This morning i woke up feeling awful i thought that was just because of the fight and  the crying but all of a sudden i had the urge to puke. "GROSS !" I yelled out tasting the sourness in my mouth. I quickly ran to brush my teeth  .. i just wanted the nausea to stop. I took a long hot bath just to relax and unwind .. i cried enough over that loser . So i picked myself up , i called a realtor for some flats to buy one and ofcourse i have connections and i found one i could settle in today. I had saved up some money for a rainy day so yeah .. guess it was today but the only thing that sucked was .. you guess it .. it was a block away from the house Harry and i shared and aswel as a block away from Niall .  I really didnt mind niall and the boys they are like brothers to me. I went to check out the house and it was cute. Not as big as the one with Harry but cozy enough for myself to enjoy. I signed the paperwork . And thank god for realtor friends and wel as lawyer friends.

On my way to get my stuff from the house when suddenly ,
"Hey jazzyy , jazzz whats up !" I heard a familiar irish voice  yell out. "Hey Nialler ! ,nothing much" i said as my voice cracked because i was not ready to talk to anyone yet.
" I just came around from Harry .. he's in bad shape .. uhm i heard .. uhm .. you and uhm Harry uhm u know .. im sorry about that. But i hope you know that me and the boys think of you as a sister and that you are always welcome to stay with us or call us if u need anything" he said sweetly .. he almost made me feel sorry for Harry but i wasn't falling for that anymore. "Thank god my parents raised to never lean on a man. Because if i had listed to Harry .. i would have never worked , had my own cash or been able to leave ! . Im not that stupid innocent girl anymore styles."I thought to myself .
I quickly responded to Niall saying " yes i know and we just need a break"

The conversation quickly ended because i told him i had some things to sort out and he understood. I hopped in my car and drove to the house. As i walked through the door a sad sobbing teary eyed Styles .. he yelled toward me " JASMINE!!" His voice cracking like he's been screaming and crying all night . His face looked so too.
He continued " You came back .." i took a closer look examining him .. his hair a mess , looked like ran through it and tugged at it consistently . His eyes glossy , red , puffy and swollen . His skin red and puffy  from all the crying . I could tell he was trying to hold it together.
I looked at him .. feeling sorry for him and i calmly said "Harry we need a break from this .. from each other .. this constant cheating is too much i just cant do it anymore .. im worth more than this"
He got on his knees and begged " babe please please please"
As i lifted him up , keeping my cool i said  " Harry all i want to know is how long this has been going on .. and be honest for once in your life" i knew i would get angry at any answer he would give .. but i had to know .. i just had to. He looked at me .. knowing he didn't want to admit it ..  he said quivering " A aa aabout a month" quickly following up with "but i can change !! It didn't mean a thing i swear". With my broken heart in my hands i looked at him .. knowing that i couldn't trust him .. because a tiger cant change his stripes. I choked but i did it .. i swallowed the pill and said " i'll file for a divorce in the morning.. lets just be friends because the relationship thing isn't working . It's not for us .  As much as i love you .. you can't love me back the way i need to or want to be loved"
He pleaded to me " i'll do anything .. but please dont file for the divorce yet just ... let me get myself together please"
Brokenheartedly i replied "Harry dont .. this is the last thing i wanted" .

We argued for a while then he finally came around to the idea of being " just friends" i humbled him with the thought of " maybe we can more in the future" we agreed that we were allowed to date others i agreed that i wouldn't file for a divorce yet. My heart still loved him. But under one condition this was only delayed for a year and within that year we had to rekindle our love again or else we'd just be ex wifes and ex husbands. I told him i lived a block away . He smiled the saddest happy smile he could.
While wiping away the tears he said in his sad voice " i i i guess i'll help u pack huh"  i replied to that " if U want ....."

I cant lie .. He helped me move but before i settled down in my new house as he left i gave him a kiss on his cheek and a hug he whispered in my ear saying "we'll be fine" .

I kept in touch with everyone we had movie night at my house pool partys at Nialler's house it was fun. 2weeks later i kept having morning sickness . I cant be pregnant now .. i broke up with Harry! "this is just wrong !!" I cried out.  I took a test at work and fuck i was pregnant.. i decided to keep it a  secret and just think of a plan in the mean time.

5 months passed no one had noticed it yet because i bought bigger clothes before any one could tell. I forgot it was movie night at my house and i heard Niall yell " jaazzzzminnneeeeee open up its mooooovieeee nighttt everyones hereee"
OH DEAR ..