Happily Never After Styles

It's a secret

" Im coming.... wait" i yelled rushing to put on something oversized enough to hide the bump.
"Jasminnnee !! Hurry upppp!! , we brought food with us ! Are you really gonna make us wait ouside like neanderthals" Liam groaned.
I knew i was pretty annoying when i heard everyone yell  " come on already or else we are breaking down the dooor" .
Being pregnant and all makes u hungry and tired all the time so when i  heard food .. i rushed my self even more !. I finally made it  to the door to find the 5 guys with Priscilla , Zayn his girlfriend , Eleanor  , lou's  and Amanda  who is liam's girl and Celine.. Niall his girl  . 
I was out of breath when Niall gasped out " wow girl u got big" . I shrugged it off to not show that i was hiding anything and casually said "no i didnt ... pfft its just this sweater ." And rolled my eyes at him playfully. When Zayn jumped in " oh yeah blame it on the clothes LoL" wink wink . Everyone started laughing and i just snapped ! Stupid hormones " fuck u ! Fuck it" And i fell to tears. And Louis came to the rescue with his gentle voice "ow god , oh dear .. are u okay shhh shh .. we didn't mean any of it .. just playful banter love". I knew that but i couldn't help myself from breaking down i quickly replied with "i don't know why  im  like this im so sorry omg . I know you guys are joking". But in the back of my mind i knew exactly why i was like this . I just didn't know how to tell them.

Soon  after my "episode" we sat down and watched movies. Zayn was noticing me eating like a pig and whispered something to Priscilla . I got up to get a drink when Priscilla and  Celine sneaked behind me asking me what was wrong or if i was stress eating. I was taken a back by that but said " nothing don't worry , just a little hungry .. i forgot to make dinner and lunch so its caught up to me". They both gave me a look that just screamed out " i know you're hiding something but okay .. then hesitantly said " girl you know we can tell when something is up right? And its  been like this ever since that thing with Haz". I sighed knowing i can no long keep a secret from my best friends .. so i asked them " Can you keep this a secret dont tell Zayn or Niall! .. i know they are your men and everything but ... i just don't know what im gonna do yet or how im gonna do it" . Celine quickly answered " Okay okay  okay whats wrong , tell me" . Here goes nothing i guess " i'm pregnant ... i found out the day harry and i broke up  .. well he cheated so .. i didn't tell him because of his inconsistency and lies and i need this baby to have that ... you know consistently and truth" . Her face bright red .. this was a big secret to keep .. and she gasped and Priscilla worriedly responded " oh my god .. you poor thing going through all of that alone , what are u planning to do  and how far along are you ?"  . I shrugged lifting my hands up into the i don't know pose and said "it's too late now to abort it so im keeping it .. not that i would abort it but yeah im gonna keep  putting up this charade until i find the words to say anything really ..  and 5 months along" . She took a deep breath and said " wow we wont tell okay babe .. but just be carful and call us if something is up" . I was so happy to get that off of my chest and smiled saying " thanks  guys i needed this". We knew we huddled too long when we heard Zayn yell out " princess , my love ! I miss you come cuddle with me . The movies is almost ending". Ugh sometimes Zayn is soo much you'd expect this more from Niall.

As we left the kitchen,  Louis  spoke up " Hey we should go to a club this is getting boring who is  in ?"Everyone agreed happily but not me. "i dont feel like doing clubs lou .. maybe another time" i said tiredly.
But Louis wasnt having it and clapped back " but we used to go all the time dont be a poo face ! I'll carry u there myself if i have to". I groaned despising the idea of being in a club " Louis dont make go UGH".
Then  Niall kept nagging me and pulling and tugging  at my arm. Ugh how could i refuse his puppy dog piercing blue eyes ugh !. I hate them. " Okay fine i'll go get changed .. only because Niall kept nagging me".

I quickly ran to my room and got changed.
I wore a baby doll dress which its tight at the cleavage and loose and poofy below the cleavage so no one could tell i wore flats because my feet were sore and killing me.

We got to the club i rode with Niall and Harry and Celine . Through all of this harry hasn't really tried to make moved or anything .. for a guy who was begging me not to divorce him.. he isn't trying very hard to fall in love with me again.

In the club Harry sat down next to me. We were all laughing at some girl dancing really crazy. Than Harry cheekily whispered in my ears "they've gotten bigger i see" . I looked at him and he smirked biting his lips. I knew that look all too well . But i acted like i didnt know what he was talking about so i said "what ? .. i dont know what you're talking about styles". He looked at me his eyes glistening from the club light. He always loved a challenge and said in a smirk " your love drops". I ignored it  because i knew where he was going with this . Thank god  the guys came with drinks.
" here you go mizzz jasmine , a martini .. dirty and dry with one olive just how you like it" Niall said proudly. " oh Nialler .. im sorry i dont drink" i sadly said . " but why you always do" he said confused. " i mean i dont feel like drinking tonight .. i dont wanna have to pee the dress is tight" i laughed trying to hide the slip i just made. Amanda chimed in " something's  changed about you .. you eat so much and you're wearing that to a club and flats and not drinking" . " i'm sorry i work a lot and im just tired and i wanna be comfortable is that a crime ? im in pumps all day at work ( i lied i wears flats ) and i dont feel the urge to drink .. why am i getting attacked here" i quickly shifted the attention onto my tiredness and work .

Eleanor felt the discomfort and used it to announce their pool party.. i havent been going to the ones Niall has hosted since you could tell that i was pregnant in a bathing suit . So I've successfully avoided that. "Well me and louis are having a pool party this week and its just us so we want u guys to be there for our lil get together ?" . Everyone nodded and i said " el im sorry i cant go .. i have to work" . The lies coming out of my mouth left and right.
It's tomorrow , dont worry . You havent been coming to niall's parties so we made sure you'd come to this one. Because you dont work tomorrow . We did it to fit anyones schedule" . Butterfingers .. now i have to go . I tried my best to get out of it by using Niall .. i feel so terrible " but niall said iv gotten bigger my swimsuit wont fit" . " i'll give u mine" Eleanor came with the solution . Oh great .. Again niall kept playing with my arm and begging me to come and Harry also chimed in with some begging ..  i finally said "okay under one condition , im not going in the water !"
Everyone else except harry "fine" . "uhm eli can i bring a plus one ?" Harry said questionably . "suree Haz who is she ??" . " aha . Its kendal .. Jenner .." he said shyly . Everyone  looked at me . Then El asked " Jasmine , are u bringing a plus one too?". I felt kid. Of ashamed because a part of me was waiting for Harry .. but he never tried .. i snapped out of my thoughts and said "no im okay haha , well guys im kinda tired see u tomorrow".
Niall drove me home and said " dont feel bad .. this is harry his way of dealing with stuf" . I knew he was just trying to make me feel better .

When i got home i kissed his cheek and wished him a good night and he kissed my forehead and did the same . I couldnt believe that after this long .. that boy knew how to rile me up again..the girls texted me later that night .. asking if i was okay and that i didnt have to come and they would cover  for me .. but it would be too suspicious if i didnt.