This is fucking stupid.
This is an important thing
happening but I was sad about it.
Shouldn't I be happy
that it's finally over?
That I don't have to
be hurt by you anymore.
That I don't have to be scared
that I would lose you anymore.
You're doing a great job in life right now.
And I'm just a worthless
piece of shit in your life.
I'm sorry I wasted your precious time.
I'm sorry I'm crying over this stupid shit.
I'm sorry I'm that selfish
and wanted you to myself.
Funny how I thought you would
come back to me after seeing me
sacrifice my happiness for you.
I guess I'm really stupid.
*******
Totally me right now :") everything was fine until I started it all and fucked it all up. Hope you enjoyed this chapter :) It's 1.05am in my country. Good night, lovelies!
-Chantel
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