Lost Words ✒

85. Adventure

You know what they say,

"Live life to the fullest,

and focus on the positive,

you can't go back to change

the beginning,

but you can start where you are

and change the ending,

no one can change your life,

except you."

But how do you think positively,

when people are out there hating on you.

Insecurities.

Sadness.

Depression.

They all come in anytime they want to.

How do we find the good in the bad?

How do we stay positive?

All the backlashes attacking our pride,

our walls of defence,

and finally our heart.

It's heartbreaking.

But life's just an adventure,

go the right way,

continue walking,

find clues on the way,

don't give up,

and you'll find your happiness.

Love yourself,

change your mindset.

When life gives you lemon,

you suck it (up) and continue living.
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I messed up once again HAHAHA. Had kind of a writer's block in this chapter but I tried :") I disappointed someone again today and I have already survived 11 days of not crying and I broke the record by crying again today. Honestly, life is so tiring and my heart is so fucking tired. But I can't give up all the shit I did for nothing. Or so that was what I've been telling myself. I just need to keep calm and tell myself I could do it, I could stay happy and I could be positive. Maybe one day, I will be. Enjoy your holidays if you are having them! Rest well and goodnights for now. Needa sleep, toodles.

-Chantel