It's mentally draining trying to satisfy you,
it's mentally draining to make sure
you're fine with everything I'm doing.
Why do you always expect
so much from me?
What high expectations you have set
does not equals to what I portray.
I am tired of hearing complaints —
from you.
What do I need to do
before you can let me off?
And people wonder why —
why I wanted him as my close friend.
You are too much for me.
I'm so sorry.
I'm really tired.
This cycle is never ending.
And we're just gonna find
a list of flaws in each other,
which, in case you want to know,
yours is endless.
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Hello friends! 2020 is passing by so fast with a blink of an eye, I'm currently preparing for my preliminary examinations before my national examination so wish me luck! But I'm feeling so stressed out about friends and revisions so I needed to let it off my chest. Hope you enjoyed reading! Please stay safe.- Chantel
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RandomLife, in general, just sucks. Because let's be real, life isn't beautiful. Yeah well, this book's all about that. ___ Highest rankings: #1 in justthings #1 in justfeelings #1 in notetoself #15 in behappy #310 in Poetry #57 in Myself