HIGH SCHOOL GIRL

Chapter 5: Life sucks

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Sunday:

Lola P.O.V

It was the day after the party and I was exhausted. I was also at home, where my 4 brothers Maxx, -3 years old- Linus, -2 years old- Marcus, - 4 years old- and Leo, -12 months- were going frantic in the house. I have enough of a headache already without them screaming random things in my head.

My parents had me first and decided 12 years later that they wanted to have more kids. All of the boys have brown hair with brown eyes to match. I used to be the same way but I died my hair red and I wear contacts. I am supposed to wear glasses but I hate glasses, so I wear blue coloured contacts. 

" Malo-onda!" My dad called out to me. That's right my real name is Malonda, but I hate that name so i'm called Lola. You could say I changed a lot about myself, I really don't like how I was created. My dad is obviously drunk so he can't even say the name right.

"What?!" I shouted.

"Did you just yell at me?" My father snapped. Oh no I got him mad.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me." I pleaded.

My dad up to me and slapped me in the face really hard. I fell to the ground.

"Don't dare fucking speak to me like that again!" He hollered. I nodded. "Speak when I talk to you!"

"Yes daddy."

"That's better, now get me a beer." He commanded. I went and got him one.

My mom passed away 6 months ago, and when she did my dad got crazy. He started drinking a lot more and got abusive to me. I really needed to protect my brothers from him, so I do what he says. I also do what he says cause if I don't he'll beat me up, real hard. My cousin Elsi lives with us, she's 18 and fresh out of high school. Her parents kicked her out and she dosn't have a place to live so she has to stay here. She takes care of the boys along with me, cause there's no way were gonna let my father stay alone with them.

When I gave my father the beer he took it.

"Sit on my lap Malonda." Dad said in a drunk voice. I did and he started rubbing my back and squeezing me. My father rapes me all the time, and it's horrible. The first time he tried I resisted and  I punched him, but then he beat me up so bad that I had to go to the hospital. My dad told them I fell down the stairs. When I got home from the hospital I found that all my brothers were bruised up really bad, I never resisted him again.

My father was touching me in ways that made me want to cry.

"Tonight be home cause I want to have some fun." My dad said. I knew what was gonna happen that night.

"Yes daddy." I said. 

I got off his lap and took all my brothers upstairs to my room. There Elsi was reading a book.

"Good morning Lola." Elsi said. We all share this one room. I never take my friends to my house cause I don't want them to meet my dad.

"Hey." I said. Our room is like a sanctuary for all of us from my dad. In our room there are 3 small chairs where my brothers sit while I sit in a rocking chair holding Leo. When we sit there I read them a story or something when my dad usually has a rampage when he's too drunk. I can't leave him down there cause he throws stuff around and breaks things. Our house only has two rooms and 3 bathrooms. My mom was the person who invited Elsi to live here, she gave us all the master bedroom which has a bathroom attached. Our family had one car, a beat up Volkswagen. My dad never leaves the house so Elsi uses it to drive everyone around. We all try to leave the house as much as possible. Every weekday Marcus and I go to school while the rest of the boys go to daycare, except Leo who has a babysitter. Elsi has to work in order to keep up with our expenses like bills and food. Without Elsi I don't know what we would do. Our room has 2 beds and my old crib from when I  was a baby. All the boys had slept in that crib and now it's being occupied by Leo. Marcus sleeps with Maxx on one bed and I sleep with Linus on the other. Elsi sleeps on a air mattress on the floor. The master bedroom is really big but with all our stuff - like cloths and toys- everywhere it looks really cramped.