Mistake

Words Of Wisdom

School was cancelled today. I'm really glad it's cancelled as well. There is no way I can face them two traitors. I decided that the only things I could do was watch The originals or help mum. After a while I asked mum if she still needed help with her paperwork. Once again she nodded. We ended up working all day. The project was almost finished by 7pm.
All day mum had a face of confusion and it definitely wasn't to do with her Job. I always noticed it most when I spoke. What if I'm so hurt I'm leaving clues for my mum to find out without myself realising! I really hope not. She can't find out today. I will tell her tomorrow. She won't mind. I hope.
"Hey Eva, thank you for helping me today and yesterday it means a lot!" Mum says with a big smile across her face. "It's ok anytime for you mum!" I smiled back holding in my pain. I walked up the stairs and into my bedroom. My phone sat in its place on charge just like it was last night. There  was no way I am going to read any texts from Phoebe. Every time schools cancelled Phoebe always texts and calls me asking me if she wants to meet up. If I'm honest if I hear her voice I'm going to have a mental breakdown. I've never been so angry in my life. I closed my door and got changed into my pyjamas. I connected my phone to my speaker and began to play my music. I sat on my bed and stared out the window. I looked at the clouds and the birds that danced and sang along to the swaying leaves. It was almost like I was watching a dancing show.
My door opened making a loud creek. I kept my focus on the outdoors. I was so hurt still I felt weak. Too weak to even turn my head to see who it is. It's probably just mum but it could be Phoebe. "Hey Eva," mum said with a worried tone. "Hey," I replied bluntly. "Look Eva I know your hiding something," mum began as she sat down on my bed. I turned round almost immediately. "Why would I hide something from you mum. I promised you I wouldn't break the family code," I say starting to get scared. "Eva I know your trying to cover it up and I know exactly what it is too," mum said pulling me into a hug. I felt  my pain get worse and worse. Who could have told her and also I want to know why?! Nobody else knows what I'm going through right now. That only leaves two people. The two people who betrayed me. The same two people that tore me apart. So who was it out of them. Theo, the boy that I loved and the same boy that broke my heart and watched me suffer and drown in my own sorrow or is it Phoebe, My best friend or should I say my ex best friend, The same girl who told me everything was going to be alright and then behind my back kisses my ex. I cant believe this. "How do you know mum? Who told you?" i interrogated. "So you are hiding something! You could have told me Eva it's not like your going to be in trouble over it. You need to remember that you can tell me anything." Mum explained in a soothing voice. Within seconds my eyes became waterfalls. Tears streamed down my face. Mum pulled me into a big hug. My tears would not stop no matter how hard I tried. I cried and cried in my mums arms. I was still broken. So broken I couldn't hide it. I never knew two people could cause so much damage. "Eva why didn't you tell me sooner?" She questioned with concern. I opened my mouth but there was nothing to say. I was destroyed. By them and by me. "I tried to tell you mum. I promise I tried!" I sobbed into her chest. "I just wanted to help you first!" I cried out. "Eva, I'm not mad. Not at all. I cant get mad over this only upset which I am not either. When did it start?" mum said with a calm voice. I could see by her face she just wanted to know more about the situation. I sat in silence for a minute or two then I found my courage to speak. "It started a while back. Whilst you where away Theo broke up with me and the way he phrased it hurt me. Badly. if I'm honest it felt like his words ad torn me into tiny shreds of paper. Like I was a shattered piece of glass. I started getting flashbacks in my sleep that week. I was constantly reminded of that break up. Phoebe thought she could fix it on the Friday. She spoke to him on Monday and then here I am. Alone and broken!" I say my voice sounding shaky. "But I don't get it sweet heart, why are you made with Phoebe she cant help it if she cant fix it." Mum said sounding very confused. "Oh right Phoebe. Well she told me she would meet me at the library. I waited a while and then she didn't come then I realised what she was doing. I went into the toilet and heard voices. Being the nosy person I am I closed the door and went into one of the stalls. It was Phoebe and Theo. After I listened to the whole conversation and peered over the stall multiple times I saw Theo kiss Phoebe. I know exactly what you would say now but that wasnt it. After Theo kissed her she kissed him back for much longer. Obvioudly being me i left school and found a place to sit and forget about everything. She kissed mt ex. The same ex she was trying to get back for me. The worst thing was is that she said to Theo "You do NOT tell Eva. If you do i swear i will kill you!" and with that Theo kept her dirty little secret. She still doesnt know i know whats shes done yet. I'm no longer important to them." i say wiping my tears away. "Mum gave me a final hug and then she spoke what i call words of wisdom. " Eva, everything happens for a reason you know that. I understand though. Its sad when you realise you aren't as important to someone as you thought you where. I'm not going to lie it hurts and it hurts bad. But maybe she has just made a mistake. That muight be why she said to Theo to not tell you. Maybe she wants to tell you herself. But remember, We all make mistakes. Dont let that be the reason you give up on someone. Sometimes, Two people need to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together! " Mum finished. I gave her the biggest and tightest hug possible. "You know what? Your right, you always are. I jsut need to move on and i will give Phoebe the chance to talk to me about what happened butif she doesnt say anything then for a certain amount of time then im confronting her and then getting my revenge on both of them." i say with confidents radiating off of my voice. I walked up the stairs and pretended everything was normal. That I was no longer hurt. I prepared my stuff for the next day school was sure to be open tomorrow and I was ready to go. Bring it on!
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Hey guys,
Here's my twelfth chapter. So I have not published in a while besides  from my last two chapters. You may r able to tell but it was because I wanted to have three chapters prepared and ready to publish which kind of happened I guess. This chapter is the biggest chapter I have made, ever. I spent so much time on this chapter and I hope you enjoy it.
I have already got ideas for some of the chapters but I just need to find the time 😂
-A xx