Mistake

Detention

*Lunch*

I walked into the classroom for detension. Amber followed behind me. I plotted in my head a plan for my side of the war. Remember Eva not to big because it is detention. I cant do anything that draws to much attension. Not just yet but I will soon. The teacher began to call out our names to check we were all here. I answered when my name was called which caused me to stop thinking. I analised the room to see who was here and i began to think what they could be hear for. I grew bored of my thoughts and began to think about how i used to be before all of this happened. I remember i used to be so kind. It seemed like i had no evil in me at that time but when i look at me now im diffrent. Im horrible and a monster. Im a new me and i dont like me too much. Whenever i try to change back it goes horribly wrong. Suddenly and idea sprung into my head. I used to be kind so why not benfit myself from this too. Kill her with kindness! It will help me and will get my revenge then i can make more plans to follow on from that.

"Now I've know whos here and not i am going to pair you all up to do your jobs." the teacher said after his lecture on how we should behave. I tried my best to figure out who the teacher was but it was difficult as i was sat at the back. I could barley hear him when he made the pairs. I sat in my seat waiting for him to call out my name. I was paired with Amber nd we had to clean all the English tables and throw away all the rubbish on the floors. When me and Amber left the room to do our jobs i realised the teacher was Mr Thomas. I was ready to start my revenge. At least part one. "Oh Amber, we forgot the cleaning stuff. Dont worry i will go and get it. Back shortly!" i say pretending to be cheerful giving her a fake glad im here with you smile. I left the room to get the cleaning supplies. I grabbed the items required and I went back to the room were Amber was. We began to clean the tables when another idea sprung into my head. As I was killing her with kindness as revenge part one, I can make caramel apples for the whole class and then make one specially for Amber. I continued to think what else I could do for my revenge. A familiar voice repeatedly shouted something. Something I could not figure out due to my thoughts. The voice spun around my head with the rest of my thoughts and feelings. My ideas suddenly stopped and I left my trance as soon as a cold hand grabbed mine and tugged me across the room. My eyes finally adjusted to reality and I could only see the floor. In fear of my face colliding with the floor, I closed my eyes. Soon after I hesitantly reopened my eyes and realised that I was on a table hanging over the side. I stood up and straightened out my clothing. I looked over at Amber to see her face looking worried. I could tell that she had done something and I can tell she knows whatever it is that she's stepped over the line once again. I stared her in the eye indicating for her to talk. She stared right back at me trying to use her Innocent eyes on me just like she does on Donnie. "That doesn't work on me Amber," I say with a classic roll of my eyes. "I'm... I'm sorry," She began. "Amber, I honestly don't understand why you are against me," I said. "If you don't understand then why did you fight back?" She asked. "I only fought back because I cant let myself be beaten by someone over something I'm fighting for." I answered her. "Then who are you fighting for?" She asked another question. "I'm fighting for everything! My lover, my friends, my mum, my everything!" I Say without thinking. Then I thought about what I had just said. I am fighting for everything but not for everything I said. I haven't got a lover. Let alone any friends at all. If I'm honest I'm fighting to get a lover and to get true friends. I'm fighting for myself. Nobody realises but I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting. For once, I want to be fought for!

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Ahhhhhhh this chapter got so deep at the end!!!! Hope you enjoyed.
-A xx