Mistake

Sorry Not Sorry

I was ready. I went up to Theo and demanded a word. He followed me to the place of the breakup and i began to speak my piece. "Now i have the time to talk to you im going to tel you how i really feel and you have no choice but to listen." i said with an angry tone. "Say what you want Eva. Anything you say wont change my mind you know that right." he snapped back. That was it i was off like a bullet shot from a gun. "After all this time ive only just noticed your true colours! Apparently my love never satisfied your needs. All you ever did was toy with my emotions. You used me! Do you know how that feels? Of course not! Your Theo. The Theo! The Theo everyone wants. The same Theo they say im lucky to have. But little do they know they are wrong and they are going to find out the truth about you whether you like it or not! When im done you are going to have no one. I would be suprised if you even have Donovan. I bet Donovan knows nothing about this. You took everything from me and now your going to pay!" I yell as anger brgins to boil in my blood. "I remember," i say my voice now in a calmer tone. "Remember what?" Theo questioned slighty confused. "Us!" i say with a now miserable tone. "But when i think back now Theo i remember all the times we had together. All the fun moments we shared all the memories we have treasured. They meant the world to me once but now they mean nothing. All i can think about them is are all this memories that i once loved really real or where they fake just like you.  At some point of my life you also meant the world to me. All my effort i put into loving you and this is how i get repaid. I hurts but it doesnt bother me no more. I cant believe how happy i was when you asked me to be your girlfriend. All yours! Can you remmebr that day? Do you remember how happy i was? If i could go back to that day we met, the day you asked me out,im sorry, but i would turn arounf and walk the other way. Thats how much i love you now. Thats zero percent. One hundred to zero. thats a big diffrence and you dont have to be a genius to figure thst one out." i say my voice raisng a little by every sentance or two. The bell rang and i left Theo standing there with his mouth wide open with shock. He ran towards the door when he saw me holding the door open waiting for him to walk in. Before he was even able to nudge me out the way i let go of the door and ran to my next lesson English.
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