Our conversation ended and my thoughts finally stopped when I finally realised that we could now go. We picked up our stuff and left the room. I walked back towards the classroom we were all in before doing our jobs. I placed the cleaning products on the side and began to walk to the lunch hall. I brought my lunch and sat down on a table by myself. I began eating my lunch when I was interrupted by someone sitting opposite me. I looked up to face a boy I was very familiar with. A boy I haven't spoken to for so long that it feels like forever. Donnie.
"Is everything ok?" I question as Donnie sits staring into my eyes. It was almost like he was trying to send a message threw his eyes. A message I couldn't figure out. We sat in silence for five minutes until he finally broke it. "Why?" he asked. I sat in confusion until he spoke once again. "Why did you do that? What was the point?" he questioned once again. My brain consumed his words and they spiralled around my head.What did I do? What point? What is he talking about?!
I eventually gave up asking myself and asked Donnie. "What did I do? What point? I don't understand." I said in a rush. "You know exactly what you did! Don't try and play me like that! Why did you put Amber in a detention?!" Donnie exclaimed. Of course Amber would say that. She just wants Donnie to hate me. She wants Donnie all to herself. I cant believe I thought she had another side, a nice side. Once again, I have been mistaken. I trust too many people! That's why I always end up in this mess. "Me! Me put Amber in detention! I would never do something like that. That gets me no where in life. Its more like the other way around!" I said in honesty. "Of course you would say that! You just want to look innocent!" He snapped at me. Anger and tension rose in my body. Ive had enough of rumors and i certainly hate being accused. "I AM INNOCENT DONNIE!" I shouted at him. "Before Amber came along, we were best friends. We trusted eachother! I tusted you and you trusted me. It went from four of us to just the two. We stuck by eachother no matter what. I am the same girl as when we were best friends Donnie. I dont get it, whats changed?" I said now calmer. "Everythings changed Eva! I dont know you like i used too. Just like you dont know me like you used too! Everyone changed Eva! Do you know why? Because we are learning and doing what is right. I can say one thing about you Eva. Just one!" He said making me curious on what that one thing was. Stupidly, i asked what it was. "That one thing is that you are jealous. The only reason I know that is because you are horrible to Amber." He said in reply. I could feel the anger radiating off of his voice. "What happened to us?" I asked guiltly. "There was Never an us! NEVER! I dont even know you anymore!" He announced. I frowned after hearing that. I dont even know me. No one does. "Then what were we Donnie? We were something!" I responded in anger and upset. He glared at me as if i was out of line. But truth is, there was no line too cross. "Stay away from me and Amber!" He shouted at me. Donnie grabbed his bag and threw it over his shoulders and walked off. I felt tears fighting to escape my eyes which i forced back. Donnie was my best freind. My only freind, the only person i could trust and hes gone. He was the only person to stick by my side and Amber pushed him away from me. Now hes gone im alone. No friends. None at all!
I guess i was right all along. Im just a small lonely girl in this big big world. But sometimes, it is better being alone. That way nobody can hurt you. Im not losing hope.
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Hey guys so this story is coming to an end very soon.I hope you enjoy this chapter. Thank you for reading this far.
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