Newly Married to Kris

It's now your turn to suffer

*Luhan's pov*

It was about 9am, and I woke up to Rachel resting her warm body on my chest. She's so beautiful.

I leaned my head up and balanced at her eyes to see if she's awake. She was still asleep, but I could see dried tears on her face.

I wonder what the could of fought about to make her this upset...after all she was even talking and sobbing in her sleep.

I put my head down and rested it on my pillow. As I ran my fingers through her hair, it reminded me of when I would come over to her house and all the memories we had. I miss those.

We saw each other so much, we cared for each other so much. She doesn't know how others really treated me, I didn't want her to worry. I was so idolized, everyone followed the misconceptions of me always being a happy guy who never had problems. She knows that, she just doesn't know how bad I felt at times. No one can, or ever will. It was hard to sleep with all my thoughts, I would always go to her bed to sleep with her. Her body soothed mine. She had problems with being abused, and I can't imagine why her parents would hit such a beautiful girl. I hate her parents! My parents sucked, but she would come to school with bruises on her arms and legs. I could see everyone in the hallway staring at her, just watching. But I didn't do anything. I was 2 grades higher, I didn't want to embarrass myself or her. Making a scene more than it already was. She was always lonely, she was always depressed.

*Rachels pov*

I woke up, laying on Luhan. I fluttered my eyes looking down trying to become alert. I put my hand on his chest, and looked up at Luhan who was playing with my hair like he always does. He was just looking up.

"Good morning Luhan!"

He looked at me and smiled all wide.

"Good morning Rachel! How did you sleep?"

He said enthusiastically.

"Good! You kept me warm, haha. How did you sleep?"

I asked.

"Good because you were here. Are you okay? You were crying and talking in frustration in your sleep.."

I was surprised to hear that I didn't want to say anything. I sat up and leaned up against the wall next to him.

"Yeah..i'm fine. I jus-"

My phone just got rang.

"12 missed calls and 7 unread text messages."

I read to myself.

I unlocked my phone and read the messages.

Kris: "Where are you?"

Kris: "Pick up your phone. I've been trying to call you."

Kris: "Are you okay? Do I need to pick you up?"

Kris: "It's been hours! Where are you?!"

Kris: "It has been almost 12 hours! Pick up dammit!"

Kris: "Why won't you answer??!"

Kris: "Yell all you want. I just need you home now!!"

"They've all been sent at different hours. He must of not slept at all."

Luhan exclaimed.

"Yeah. Could you excuse me for a minute?"

"Sure."

I got up, and walked out to the balcony which was 6 stories up from the streets. I dialed Kris' number, and waited for him to pick up.

"Rachel! Where are you? Why didn't you pick up?!"

"I was at Exo's dorm sleeping over with Luhan."

"Well why did you do that? What the hell?!"

Kris' was upset and worried. I don't see why he's caring all of a sudden.

"Because I needed someone to talk to! Can you accept that?!"

I raised my voice. Pacing back and forth in frustration.

"I don't want you going over there! And you knew that."

"Why not!? I can do what I want. I knew Luhan before I knew you! So calm down!"

I didn't like how he associated Luhan as just a guy. He's my best friend and like my brother.

"You're my wife! Not his!"

I got all quiet and thought.

"Then act like it. You don't even say you love me! It puts pressure on me! I feel like I do everything wrong because you treat me like I am. It makes me panicked! I'm afraid that I'm not good enough because of you."

I finally admitted. Tears were streaming down my pale skin and I was shaking of fear.

"I'm afraid to lose you. I can't! Just come home."

Kris said softly.

"I'll come home when I want. It's your turn to wait."

I hung up and knelt down to my knees crying into them. I'm assuming Luhan heard what we were saying, because he came out and knelt down to me and hugged me tightly not letting go. I just stayed there sobbing.

"It's okay, it's okay. I'm here."

He said calmly while stroking his warm

Hand down my back.