Newly Married to Kris

Admitting

*Kris POV*

It's been a week since the last time she has seen any of the members. It makes me happy to feel like sea been spending more time with me, but she hasn't seemed too happy. Is it me?

Anyway, today she seems especially depressed...I wish I knew why.

Rachel is reading in our bedroom, and I'm in the kitchen cooking a meal for her. She hasn't come out of the room today much, I'm going to surprise her with a meal and a talk.

*Rachel POV*

Lately, I can't get my mind to settle. Yesterday and today Luhan keeps texting me saying how much he wants me to be with him.

"I need you. Only you. Rachel, you've been my everything all my life, and I don't want that to end. I can't survive without you and I can't let you be with Kris."

That's the last text I've gotten. Which was about two hours ago, but I never reply. To any of these text messages I get from him like this. This is the first time he's told me he wants me to leave Kris, but somehow that just makes me want to stay with him even more. I can't let myself go to Luhan.

Cuddled in the be under the blankets, I felt lonely. Thinking about me not seeing Luhan anymore, is making me cringe yet, I still have the thought. I began to softly cry, and my cries got deeper and deeper with emotion and unbearable thoughts flowed through my mind as the tears flowed down my face. Faster, faster, then a flood overruns me. I unbearably cried to myself. But at this moment, someone walks in. It's Kris.

Not noticing my crying, he walks in with a tray with breakfast.

"Hi, Rachel! I thought you would like something to eat."

He seemed cheerful and happy, and then he noticed me.

"What's wrong?"

He asked, leaving the cheerfulness at the door and becomes concerned.

"Nothing, nothing. I felt I had a need to cry something out. No worry. This book is sad"

I said after a minute he asked.

"Oh. Are you sure? I don't want you to be sad or upset.."

"I'm not, I'm not."

I gained control of myself, and left aside my worry and payed attention to him. He set down the tray of food on the nightstand, and picked up my upper body and gave me a hug.

"I don't like seeing you sad, Rachel." He said while I'm still in his arms. "If there's more, tell me. You can tell me anything." Those last words stuck with me. Maybe he won't react how I think he will with the situation with Luhan. He will be upset, though. Maybe he'll understand.

He let go of me, then I pulled him back and I kissed his warm cheek.

He smiled, then got in on the other side of the bed.

"How is the book?"

He asked curiously, looking at the text of the book.

I smiled in the way he was acting all curious, and my eyes lightened up.

"It's good, I think you would like it."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

He snuggled up beside me, and I tossed the book on the floor and I wrapped my arms around him under the blankets.

"Kris, I can tell you anything, right?"

He looked at me curiously.

"Yeah.."

"And you'll forgive me for anything?"