Newly Married to Kris

What Happened Behind Your Eyes

*Kris POV*

I opened my eyes, yawned, and looked around, and stretched my arms. I still felt pretty sleepy. Gah, I'm so lazy. I sat up, and instantly felt the cold air on my bare upper body. I looked down to the table, and saw her note. As I read on, I couldn't help but feel a sense of conern. Of course I would, my wife is with two other guys. I can't help but feel it.

"Am I just too controlling?"

"Am I not good enough for her?"

"Is it that I'm not romantic enough?'

I always think of these things when she goes out with Luhan, Sehun, Tao, anyone. Tao seems to be the only one who understand she's married. Why can't anyone else? Can anyone not comprehend that I can actually love someone?

I stood up, and headed towards the kitchen. The house seemed gloomy, dark and lonely. I'm gloomy, dark, and lonely. Why do I have to take everything so seriously?

I leaned on the counter, and began to think of something to keep my mind off of her. I just couldn't stop thinking of her. She's having a good time, with my "friends". Not once thinking of me, her husband. Does she care at all?

I crept my way down the hallway, to the lifeless bedroom. I looked at the mirror on the wall across the bed, and examined myself. I had tight, black jeans on. I didn't have a shirt, and my hair was brushed to one side.

"What's so bad about me?"

I felt my eyes start to water, and a couple tears ran down my face.

I need Rachel.

I went to find my phone. I began rushing around, looking. I began sobbing, more and more.

"I need Rachel"

I frantically kept telling myself.

I then was just going around the house, tearing the place apart looking for it. I was whaling tears, screaming her name. I don't know why I need her so much right now.

I ended up back in the living room, and found her note. I took it, and ripped it in half.

"Why are you never there?!"

I yelled in tears. I knelt to the floor, and sobbed more and more.

"I need you, now."

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*Rachel's pov*

After Sehun took me back home, I waited outside the door, and got myself together and made sure it didn't look like I was crying. I walked in, and saw Kris. He was alone, lying on the floor of the living room by the window. Concerned, I walked to him and knelt down to see his face. His eyes were closed, and tears were dried on his face.

I tapped on his shoulder, and tried to wake him up.

"Kris?"

I said softly.

No reply.

I grabbed his hand, and held it in mine.

"Kris, wake up please. I'm home now."

He moved his hand that was held in mine, and he locked his fingers with mine.

"I need you."

I didn't understand what he meant by that, but felt a sense of compassion for him.

"I'm here for you Kris. Come on, let's go to bed."

I got up, and grabbed Kris's hand again and led him up. I don't know what's wrong with him. All I know, is that he can't be left alone.

It's only 6pm, but he looks pretty exhausted for some reason. I put my arm around him, and walked him to our bed. I sat him down, and he laid his half bare body on the bed. Eyes still closed.

"Kris"

I tried to get his attention, but he isn't replying, and he won't open his eyes or acknowledge anything.

I stood by the bed and looked at him rest. I placed my hand on the center of his chest, and felt my way down to the button of his pants. I unbuttoned them, and slid them off his body. So he could fall asleep comfortably. Slowly and softly. Running my fingers down his legs, trying to soothe him. I put his jeans on the floor and got a blanket and covered him.

"There"

I mumbled.

He still didn't say a word, but put his hand on the center of his chest.

I walked around the large bed, and went in on the other side. I got under the blanket with him, and rested my hand on top of his that was resting on his chest.

"Are you okay?"

I asked softly. Being aware of the situation, I didn't want to abrupt him and worry him even more. After he didn't reply, I just laid there silent with him.

"Just shut my eyes" I thought.

I looked at him one last time, looking at the dried tears on his face, and our holding hands on chest, to his toned stomach and V-line.

"He knows something".

That's the first thing I thought of. Tomorrow, I'm going to tell him. I need his help to decide what to do. If he loves me enough and understands it meant nothing with Luhan, he won't be hurt.

But did it mean nothing? I don't want to tell him the answer.

I closed my eyes shut, and tried to fall asleep with him.

"I love you, Kris."

I whispered in his ear.

He squeezed my hand with love, and turned his face and gave me a kiss on my forehead. We don't usually kiss, so that felt very meaningful. He's meaningful to me.

*A/N* I hope you guys like it so far. A few more chapters and it will be over! ): Had a great time writing this. There's a possibility for a second book focusing more on how Luhan felt during this whole situation. Or, I was thinking about a second book explaining what happens after the ending. Still deciding! Im not completely sure I'll make a second book, since this wasn't too popular. Let me know in the comments if I should! - love you guys ❤️