Newly Married to Kris

PLEASE READ~!!

A/N 

I am so so so so so sorry for not updating. I was in a hospital for like 2 weeks ;-; So that seems odd to all you readers since you aren't aware with what I have yet, so i'll explain. Some say bad luck, some say it happens for a reason. When I was 4, I delt with a lot of anxiety. When I was in the 4th grade, I had suicidal thoughts. In 6th grade, I delt with depression. In 7th, I developed an eating disorder. I have been diagnosed with major depression and panic anxiety, but the eating disorder is off and on. My suicidal thoughts have been off and on as well, but recently they were more frequent than usual. I came out and told my mom that I was suicidal, and she took me to the ER and from there I was put on 5150 and then after being in the hospital for 2 days, I was put in a behavioral health center for a week. I met people like me reaching for help. So much went on when I was there, more than I expected. I kind of want to write a story about it on Wattpad! I would leave it 100% true but use fake names of course. When I was there I felt like I was apart of something and what made me happy is that everyone felt the same too. I made friends in there and met someone special and would love to write about it. 

If you feel suicidal, PLEASE SPEAK UP. If you feel that you have depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, an eating disorder, homicidal thoughts, psychosis, etc, PLEASE SPEAK UP. I went on for years not telling anyone, and I regret it. I got help right away, and it's not as unusual as you think. Meeting average teenagers with your problems is a good way to know you're not alone. Because YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I thought no one would care if I died, and now I know for a fact that the people I met in there, would care. You have a chance to speak up, and you can do it. 

Sorry for lacking a new chapter, i'll try to get it done soon. 

Please get help if you feel you need it.