I Was Saved By One Direction

Part 28: Trusting One

"I'm so hungry, and I cannot hide it, but I'm very happy, because Allison fed us granola bars." The boys sing as we walk into the hotel room again. I laugh.

"Well I ate at the proper time so I'm going to bed." I say.

"GOODNIGHT!" They scream squishing me into a big hug. Niall cheekily winks at me. I walk into our room. I grab pajamas and skip into the bathroom. 

I strip out of my t-shirt and shorts tossing my sneakers into the corner. I pull on purple pajama shorts and one of Niall's white shirts. That boy always did this! He always put his shirts in my suitcase, knowing I wouldn't look at my selection of clothes. I remove my small amount of make-up.

"F*** you Niall." I joke walking out of the bathroom. I throw my clothes into my suitcase.

"Awww, come on." Niall coos jumping to his feet and walking over to me. "I like seeing you comfortable and...settled." I smile. His lips hover over mine, teasing me like crazy. A smirk spreads across his face, knowing what he was doing.

"I hate you sometimes." I whisper.

"I know." Niall whispers back. Then he takes away the small space in-between our lips.

We did the normal, his arms around my waist, my arms around his neck. Thank God the door was closed because Niall trips over a sneaker sending him on top of me on the bed.

"Sorry." Niall apologizes with a laugh.

"No worries." I tell him with a smile. "Now as long as you want to stay in this position I should be on top so I don't feel like you are my old dad." Niall immediately flips over so I am on top of him. Our lips press together again.

It was nice to know I could be myself around someone. I knew Niall would never hurt me. He was a great guy. I felt like I was finally starting to fully trust him.

"Niall." I mumble, breaking the snogging session.

"Hmmm?" He hums.

"I trust you." I mumur.

"You do?" Niall gapes out. I nod, smiling the biggest I ever have in my life. "Your dimples are huge, you could hang a Christmas ornament on them." That only makes me smile wider. "I didn't even know you had dimples."

"Yeah." I blush as Niall kisses both.

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Eleanor moved in! Boo-yah! Not only that but I completely trust Niall! Our relationship has never been stronger. It's December now and I get to celebrate my first Christmas in almost eight years. Amazing! Or should I say, amaZAYN. Ok that's just weird, if I'm ever that happy again just smack me.

I'm laying on my bed doing homework. It was all fairly easy to me. Danny is downstairs with Eleanor making dinner. The boys were out doing interviews and signings.

I didn't tell you did I? Danny started doing something yesterday. He now calls Louis dad and Eleanor mum. It made my heart pang every time he said mum. Eleanor was like one to me but since my birth mum died the word makes me melt.

My eyes drift across the room to the vase on my dresser. It held dead roses. More like dead stems. Half of the petals had fallen onto the wood. I sigh deeply, wishing I hadn't done that. It was one of the stupidest things I have ever done. In other news I now call these walls around me my home. People say home is where the heart is, and the four walls that welcome that. But for me, I wouldn't care if we lived in a box.

There are yelling voices from downstairs followed by squeals and running feet. I let my eyes flutter shut. It always calmed me down, the loud noises of the boys coming home. I never heard from them during the day so knowing they came back without getting hurt was soothing to me.

After a couple minutes of listening to the sounds of people coming home I get off of my bed. I walk downstairs. Eleanor and Louis were talking in the kitchen. Harry, Zayn, Liam, and Danny were dancing on the couch to his favorite songs. He had three favorites. The Mario theme song, We Are Young, and We Got The Beat. Niall was sitting patiently at the island.

"Hey!" I chirp walking up to my boyfriend. It felt kind of weird thinking about that. Niall was my boyfriend.

"Hi!" Niall exclaims wrapping his arms around me. He plants a soft kiss on my lips. "How was school?"

"Not too bad, Matt, Emma, and I had a sour apple contest at lunch. How was work?" I ask.

"Normal." Niall shrugs.

"Niall made a girl pass out!" Liam shrieks.

"Bad boy." I scold.

"I sorry." Niall pouts in a baby voice. I smile. Niall pokes my dimples. We start to chat while going into the basement.

Now days I smiled a lot more. The things above weren't the only things changing around here. Whenever I smile my dimples show. Even when it's just a small one. Everyone loved to poke my dimples.

I don't have nightmares nearly as much anymore. Whereas I used to have one every night now I only have them every other week. That is a miracle. Louis and Niall switch between who comes to calm me down. It is so sweet of them. 

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"We're going to the grocery store, we're going to the grocery store, we're goinnnnnnnng...to the grocery store!" We sing/scream as Louis pulls into the parking lot.

"I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait until Allison can go by herself to get groceries." Louis groans.

"Awww." We all whine.

"I'm joking you little monkies, let's go." Louis smiles.

"Yay!" We cheer piling out. We walk inside. Since we hadn't gone to the store in a while we had to get a lot of things so we split into groups of two. Louis of course seperated Niall and I. He went with Harry and I went with Danny.

"Can we get fruit roll ups?" Dan questions me, picking up a box.

"Uhhh, Lou-dad," I scrunch my nose up. "has those on his list." Holy s***! Why was it so hard to do that?!

"Ok!" Danny chirps, swinging our hands back and forth as I push the trolley with the other. I grab a tube of my favorite vanilla lip gloss on the way to the frozen section. I smirk. YOLO B****ES! Ten minutes pass and we are almost done with our list.

"Danny!" I call out. "Which kind of jelly do you like?" He had a very specific kind of things involved in his packed lunch every day.

"This one!" He points. I nod putting it in the trolley. We start walking back up the aisle and his eyes grow wide. "Ice cream! Ice cream!" Danny grabs one of the cartons running towards Eleanor and Louis who were at the other end of the aisle. "Mummy! Daddy! Can we get ice cream?!" I hang my head down. If only he knew...