It has been forever in my mind since the boys left when in reality it has only been a few weeks. I miss them like mad but knowing they are doing what they love makes me really happy. I talk to them a lot though.
The school year is coming to an end. My grades are good. A's and B's. Well, I have a C in mathematics but literally everyone in the grade does. No one has higher than a C+. That just proves to show that, that man fails to educate.
I went to Emma's funeral last week and Matt's two days ago. It was sad, I cried, but mum was with me.
I haven't made any friends. And not just because I am focusing on my grades a lot to get into a good university. I sit alone at a small table in the back corner. No one ever offers to sit with me because a lot of them are understanding that I'd rather be alone.
I don't know why I want to be alone rather than with other people. I'm not even as shy as I used to be. Except for when I have to go in front of the class. Every semester we get to choose where we sit and for every class every time I pick the left corner in the back of the room. I've kind of become a loner I guess. I'm basically the school's biggest outsider.
We are catching a plane to Chile in twenty minutes. I get to leave school early! Ha! And it's mathematics too! Take that Mr. Green! You suck a**!
Missing Niall is driving me absolutely mad. Each night it just gets harder to fall asleep, staring at the cold, empty space beside me. He couldn't hold me close anymore. I lay there in the bed wide awake. I've become literally scared to sleep. Niall would keep the bad dreams away and any time I fell asleep I would have a nightmare now days.
The promise ring on my finger never comes off except for when I shower. When I first went to school with it people actually thought I was engaged. That was awkward. We didn't even tell Louis about us promising our lives to each other because he would lose his s***. He'll find out when we get there though.
I don't really know how Niall is doing. We talk 24-7 but I can't tell if he is actually ok. I haven't told him and unless I do he won't tell me. I guess it's safe to say we are both kind of afraid to admit this sort of stuff. We are an awkward couple.
As far as I know, things with mum and dad, Danielle and Liam, and Perrie and Zayn are great. Both weddings are getting discussed and Liam even mentioned to me about proposing to Dani. How exciting is that?!
The basement is packed with fan-mail. None of us really have to go down there that much. The last time I was down there was two weeks ago to take some boxes down honestly.
On Sunday Danny sent me a letter. It was the sweetest thing. He put in a bunch of pictures in it with his friends, with Jenna and Madison, his room, his house. It made me feel so much better that he was happy and safe.
Safe.
I genuinely didn't feel safe with the boys gone. I know the girls wouldn't let anything happen to me, but bloody h***, I shouldn't be petrified in my own home! The boys were basically my life support. Without them I wasn't myself.
"Mr. Green." The principal's voice booms into the room. A giant smile spreads across my face.
"Yes?" Mr. Green sighs.
"Is Allison Tomlinson with you now?" Mr. Hayden asks.
"She is." Mr. Green answers.
"Her mum and aunts are waiting for her in the office when she's ready." Mr. Hayden tells him. I snatch my stuff. I was smiling so much my face hurt.
"Have a good time in Chile." Mr. Green says in a bored/sarcastic tone.
"I will!" I chirp. "Have a good time failing to educate!" With that, I run out the door towards the office in hysterics.
"Will do!" Mr. Green shouts after me. I laugh. I push open the door to the office.
"Let's go!" I exclaim.
"The plane takes off in thirty minutes so we have to get going." Mum replies. We run out the door and climb into the van. After going through security we get onto first class. I plop down in my seat with one thing on my mind.
Niall.
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We bolt back-stage. When the flight attendant told us we would be landing an hour later we were all like "b**** say what". So it's the middle of the concert and we have to wait until the end to see them. It sucks.
"Next we actually have a song that Niall and Louis wrote by themselves over the past week or so!" Liam shrieks.
"And of course there isn't anyone to dedicate it to but our girlfriends and fiances." Niall shrugs, picking up his guitar and tossing Louis one.
"LET'S GO!" Louis screams.
"It's all about you." The boys sing.
"It's all about you baby." Harry sings.
"It's all about you." Louis sings.
"It's all about you!" Zayn sings. We almost immediately start crying. They were so f***ing sweet!
"Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew." Niall sings. "So I told you with a smile, it's all about you."
"Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too." Zayn sings. "Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you."
"And I would answer all your wishes, if you'd ask me to." Harry sings. "But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do."
"So hold me close and say three words like you used to do." Liam sings. "Dancing on the kitchen tile, it's all about you. Yeah!"
"And I would answer all your wishes! If you'd ask me to." Louis sings. "But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do!"
"So, hold me close and say three words like you used to do!" Zayn sings.
"Dancing on the kitchen tiles!" Niall sings.
"Yes, you make my life worthwhile." Harry sings.
"So I told you with a smiiiiiiiiiiiile!" Louis sings.
"It's all about you." Liam sings.
"It's all about you." Louis sings.
"It's all about you baby." Harry sings.
"It's all about." Liam and Zayn sing.
"It's all about you." Louis sings.
"It's all about you." Zayn sings.
"It's all about you baby!" Liam sings.
"It's all about you." The boys sing. "(it's all about you)"
"It's all about you baby." Harry sings.
"(it's all about) It's all about you." The boys sing. "(it's all about)"
"It's all about you!" Zayn sings.
"It's all about..." The boys sing. "you!" At that point none of us could hold it and we run onto the stage. I almost tackle Niall, throwing my arms around his torso. Shocked from the fast movement, he stumbles while putting an arm around me.
"Oh my God, I love you!" Niall yells and presses his lips to mine. The soft lips I have missed forever. As I am literally tackled to the ground by the girls and boys I knew I was loved for real. And this was a love worth fighting for.
That was the last fudging chapter! Oh my gosh! I know I said I was going to do three epiloges, but I'll probably end up doing more than three. It depends how I feel when I write them. I will put the time period of when they are. In case you didn't know, there will not be a sequel. I'm just going to leave it like that. Imagine what you wish that happens afterward until the point of the epiloges and in-between those. Have a good day! Or night! Or whatever time it is for you!
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I Was Saved By One Direction
FanfictionAllison and her little brother Danny's worlds are about to be rocked when their father Peter gives them up for adoption. Who comes along at the train station but One Direction? So what would happen when it is found out that Allison had a harder past...
