Illegal Girlfriend

Chapter 9

Read at your own risk. Mature scene alert.

Yaines POV

"What!?" Nawala ata tama ng alak sa sistema ko nung narinig ko ang sinabi niya.

"Hahaha. Why? You look very shock. It's normal lang naman na may kapangalan ka." Natatawang sabi niya.

"But he's Ezekiel Villanueva too!"

"Ohh? Really? Villanueva din siya? What a coincidence. However, I have Jr. di ko lang binanggit. Actually it's Ezekiel Villanueva Jr. ang tanda kasi ng Jr. kaya di ko sinasabi." Iling iling na sabi niya.

"Hindi kayo mag kamag anak?"

"I don't know but if he's the brother of your friend that I saw in the bourn it's no. Hindi ko pa nakikita yung friend mo sa mga family reunion namin or gathering." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako sa sagot niya.

"Grabe. Iniiwasan ko siya pero ito ka naman nag papaalala."

"What? Hahaha it's not my fault that we have a same name and beside for sure wala kaming similarities in our features." Dahil sa last na sinabi niya ay napatitig ako sa kanya.

"Tama ka. Wala. Pero same kayong maputi."

"Hahaha. Its okay but rest assured we're not related. I am Kiel and he is Zeke."

"I wish you are much better than him."

"You'll never know unless, you tried." Seryosong sagot niya sa akin.

"He keeps me for years. He didn't contact me when he's far away and now he wants me to keep again, but I learned that his family knows that he's in relationship but that's not me. Ang hirap kasi. Sobrang hirap. He promised me na ipapakilala niya akonpag okay na. Pero ito ako ngayon nakikiusap sa kanya. He wants me but he said he needs her. Ang gago lang kasi ng dahilan."

"Then move on. You don't deserve a man like that. You're beautiful Yaines and you deserve the world."

Napatigil ako sa sinabi niya. Dahil doon napatitig ako sa kanya. Ang gwapo nga niya. Ang liwanag na nag mumula sa bwan ay dumagdag sa kagwapohan niya. Hindi ko na namalayan na lumapit ako sa kanya at hinalikan siya. Hindi siya tumutol kaya nag tuloy tuloy ang halikan namin.

Napahiga kami sa buhanginan pero ang aming mga labi ay hindi pa rin nag hihiwalay. Masarap siyang humalik pero bakit? Bakit hindi niya napapawi ang lungkot sa sistema ko? Bakit hinahanap hanap ko pa rin si Zeke? Dahil doon ay lalo kong diniinan ang halik ko sa kanya. I want to forget him, kahit ngayon lang.

Nag patuloy lang ang aming halikan at ngayon nakapatong na siya sa akin. I can feel his hands traveling around my body. Palalim ng palalim ang halik niya and then I feel that he carry me at naramdaman ko na lang na nasa sasakyan kami. Tuloy pa rin kami sa aming ginagawa but her hands are now caressing my boobs and because of that a moan came out from my mouth.

His kisses went down to my neck and to my boobs. He sucks it slowly that gives me a shiver. He's so good but I know that there's still an emptiness. He went down again and this time I can help myself but to push him because of too much sensations that he's giving to me while licking me. When he's satisfied of what he did he removed his pans and brief and I saw his.

He look at me and kiss me again while kissing me I can feel him slowly entering me he's big but my body still looking for Zeke. Because of that I pull him to me even more to kiss him hungrily I want him to remove all the pain that Zeke gave to me. I want to forget Zeke. Kiel thrust towards me faster that made me to moan and to moan. Never thought of we are doing it inside his car and maybe there's a people outside. We are so focus enjoying and tasting each other.

After a minutes he pull himself and cum outside me. He hug me to rest to gain some energy.

"That was amazing." He said.

"Magaling ka." Natatawang sabi ko. Tinignan lang niya ako at kumindat kaya hinampas ko na lang siya. Kumuha siya ng tissue na nakalagay sa may unahan ng sasakyan niya. Siya mismo ang nag linis ng katawan ko and after that sinuot ko na ang damit ko pati siya. Naupo kami ng maayos at nanahimik.

"Don't expect anything from me." I said.

"I don't expect anything."

"Good."

"But I want you to know that I like you." Napatingin ako sa kanya at natawa.

"Nag sex lang tayo, gusto mo na akao agad?"

"Hindi dahil sa sex yun. The first time I saw you nagustohan na kita agad." Napailing naman ako.

"Baka nalibogan ka?" Nakangisi kong tanong.

"Hindi ako ganun. You are the first girl na nakasex ko na without label. Sex is very sacred for me."

"Okay. Still, don't expect from me. I love someone else. You know that. Kaya nga ako uminom just to forget him for a while."

"I know and I want you to know na I'm here for you."

"Madami na din nag sabi niyan. In the end iniiwan din ako."

"Hindi lahat."

"Paano mo nasabi? Hahaha. Pati nga magulang ko iniwan ako. Tangina."

"Hindi porque iniwan ka nila iiwan ka na ng lahat."

"You don't know what you're talking about."

"I know. My parents left me. Parehas lang tayo." Napatingin ako sa kanya dahil doon.

"They left you too? Why? I mean its okay if you don't want to answer."

"No it's okay. Wala eh they realize na their marriage is not working anymore. They don't have any affairs but they become tired about their situations. They're both in the states now. Leaving me here alone."

"My parents are separated and they're both have a family. They forget that they have me. They are happy now without me. Bwesit kasi na mistress ng papa ko. Dahil sa kanya nasira kami. My mom naman ayaw sa akin kasi hindi ko daw sinabi sa kanya agad. Paano ko sasabihin? Ayaw ko masira pamilya namin. Akala ko kasi maayos pa pero hindi pala. In the end, ako pa ang nag mukhang masaya. Pag sinabi ko pakialamera. Pag hindi ko sinabi may kinakampihan. Tanginang buhay to. Si Zeke yung anjan nung gusto ko nang mamatay. Siya yung nag tyaga sa akin. Kaya para sa akin nabuhay ako uli ng dahil sa kanya. Corny pero totoo. Sabi niya sa akin may nag mamahal pa sa akin anjan siya at kapatid niya pero tangina, sinasaktan naman niya ako. Gusto niya pa ako maging kabit."

"Know your worth. You can say no."

"I know! I fucking know! But my heart says it's okay. Fuck." Hindi ko na napigilan na umiyak.

Naramdaman ko naman na niyakap ako ni Kiel.

"I don't want to destroy someones relationship Kiel but my heart says it's okay because Zeke loves me more than his girlfriend now."

"You don't deserve that. Walang babae na deserve maging kabit. All of you deserve a genuine love."

"I know Kiel. I know. Pero kasi mahal ko hind ko labg maisip na may legal siyang girlfriend and the people around us knows that she's the girlfriend. How about me? Ano ako? Illegal? Illegal girlfriend?"

"It depends if you will accept his offer then go, be his illegal. It all depends on you. If you want to cause someones pain just to continue your love, to someone who doesn't truly care about you. Then go. Remember you're the one who makes your destiny, your journey, your own future. But remember in every decision you made there's a consequence so be careful."