In Love With Mr. Green [student/teacher relationship]

Chapter 19

"It's not what it looks like!" I scrambled away from Jason, running for the blanket at the end of my bed to cover myself up. Jason ran his hand through his hair and sighed before turning round.

"Not what it looks like? What the fuck is it then?" Max raised his voice. This couldn't possibly get any worse.

"I think you just need to calm down, let's just get everything straight and sorted, okay? Let's talk about this.." I couldn't slow down my speaking, i hurried around the room, grabbing clothes, 

"You fucker" Max spat out at Jason, walking over to him with his fists clenched,

"wait wait!" i tried to get in between them, but Jason had already flipped it round on Max and had him pinned up against the wall by his collar,

"call me that again" Jason threatened, i quickly wrapped my dressing gown around me,

"please, stop" I tried to get in between them again but with no luck,

"fuck off Grace, you've done enough" Max muttered,

"don't you dare speak to her like that" Jason slammed Max into the wall again,

"what will you do? punch me? like i'm the one in the wrong?" Max laughed. Jason put pressure on Max and then let him go. Without saying anything, Jason turned around and left the room. I heard the door slam behind him. I covered my face with my hands,

"Max" I mumbled, "I don't know what-"

"I don't want to hear it, you can explain this to Jack" Max shook his head and started walking towards the door, I stepped infront of him,

"Please, don't...I can't..." Before I knew it, I was sobbing again, Max looked at me with disgust and left the room. I sunk to the floor, bringing my knees to my chest.

I walked through the hospital, my heart was in my chest, I couldn't stop thinking about how and when my life became such a mess. I was 'with' my physics teacher...and then made out with his bodyguard? Zoe was right. I was a slut. In my mind anyway.  I approached Jack's room and took a deep breath before walking in. I put my hand over my mouth, I could tell I was going to be in floods of tears any minute now. The guilt was eating at me, day by day.

"Oh" I whispered,  I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. Jacks eyes slowly opened and he turned his head to look at me, a smile crept up on his lips,

"Hello beautiful" he said in his raspy morning voice. I couldn't stop crying at this point, I moved closer to his bed, "why are you so upset?" he asked, concerned. I thought to myself all the possible ways I could try and sugar-coat it, but I couldn't. I just shrugged. "Please kiss me" he whispered. I leaned in close and gently pressed my lips to his, it filled my body with warmth, however in my head, I was hating every inch of myself. He let out a soft moan and smiled, "I can't wait to get out of here" he whispered against my lips.

I was slowly walking out of the hospital in a daze. I hadn't told Jack, he was too happy talking about everything we were going to do when he got out of hospital, all things dirty and all things romantic. I stood outside the main doors and sighed.  I walked towards the taxi rank just as I saw Max's car pulling in to the car park, I froze on the spot. He drove past slowly and glared at me.  I watched his car pull in to a space before I hurried over to a taxi and got in. Shit.

I flopped down on my bed, I didn't even want to see Zoe at this point, I was sure Max has told her all about it, and I can't handle 'that' conversation just yet.  Just as my eyes started to close, a knock at the door pulled me out of my relaxation.

"yeah?" I grumbled. I opened one eye to see Jason step in to my room, what?! I sat up straight and stared at him, "what do you want?" I spat out, was he here to rub it in?!

"Hi" he said quietly, I've never seen Jason look this uncomfortable before. "Can I sit?" he nodded at the corner of the bed. I nodded slowly and watched his every move.

"I-"

"-Look" He cut me off, "I'm...really sorry" Jason looked down at the floor, "I took advantage of you, I shouldn't have come close to any of what we did.."

"I don't care. I care about Jack"

"I care about you" Jason looked up at me for a split second before returning his gaze to the floor,

"why" I whispered, did I want to know?

"I just do, I enjoyed it when people thought I was your boyfriend, I enjoyed being here the other night, I enjoy protecting you...and I really fucking enjoyed kissing you" Jason ran his hand through his hair, I couldn't believe how selfish he was being, how could he do this when Jack is laying in a hospital bed?!

"Well it was a mistake" I frowned at him, "surely you realise that? I don't need you to protect me. I don't need you to pretend to be my boyfriend and I certainly don't need you to kiss me" I was pacing the room at this point and I could tell my voice was getting louder. Jason stood up and walked over to me,

"Well you weren't exactly playing hard to get were you" He laughed

"I was drunk. You're right, you took advantage of me. Nice move, Jason." I scoffed.  The next thing I knew, Jasons hand was at the back of my neck and he'd pulled me in to him, he teased my lips with his, he gently nipped my bottom lip with his teeth. I was very aware of every part of my body his was touching. All of the memories of Jack came flooding back in to my head, my body fired up with anger, my hands found their way to his chest and I pushed him back, "what the fuck?!" I shouted, Jason didn't step back very far and smirked,

"I know you wanted to, Grace, what's stopping you?" Jason stepped closer again,

"What the fuck has got in to you? Why are you being like this? If it wasn't for last night things would be normal... get it out of your head, i'm not interested. Last night I was vulnerable. Jack is in the hospital, my emotions are all over the place...just get it out of your head" my voice was getting quieter,

"You can't blame it all on me, Grace. You were there too, if anything, I had more to drink. You didn't say no, you didn't put up a fight, it was your hands that were on me too..."

"I think we both just got carried away"

"Grace, I really like you dammit...I can't just sit back and watch you and Jack together. All i've been thinking about all day is last night...how beautiful you looked, how hot everything was, how alive I felt...please just give me a chance" I looked in to his eyes, I felt bad. It's semi true, yesterday I had been looking at him in a different way throughout the day, and especially last night, I was ready to sleep with him...

"Jason..." I looked down at the floor, I saw his feet move closer, his hand gently moved my chin up so we were looking into each others eyes, I could see his darting in-between both of mine, trying to read what I was thinking, "Jason...let me have some time to think, okay? Everythings clogging my brain at the moment..I just need time..." I looked back at the floor.

"Okay" He said quietly, he gently pressed his lips to my head before turning and walking out of the room. I stayed still on the spot, my stomach felt tight and uncomfortable, my palms were sweating, what have I got myself in to?

******Sorry for the short chapter, but we're nearly at the finale now (which will be a good one), what do you guys think will happen? Who do you think Grace will choose? Do you think Max will tell Jack about Jason?******