Saving Myself #1 ✔️

Chater 10

Evelyn
We had made to Bobby's and I got out of the impala and he came out and hugged the brothers and looked at me.

"Well it's one hell of a long time since I've seen you girl. Your father is still missed everyday and I'm so sorry about your mom."

"Thanks. I remember my mom talked about you to me".

"She did? Well she and your dad were damn good hunters. And they were trying to let you have as normal of a life that you could and here you are now".

"Yup. Pretty sure she was killed by a demon and if it weren't for these guys, I probably would've been dead".

"We don't need that".

We walked in and saw a lot of others and I had no idea who they were and I just wanted to hide. I don't do well with a lot of people.

I felt two hands on my shoulders and I knew it was Sam and Dean.

"I know this isn't really your thing but who knows maybe you'll find a guy your age", said Sam. Dean nodded at me. I bit my lip I really didn't feel like trying to date right now, especially after my mom just died.

I shook my head no and they accepted that. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a beer and twisted the top off and drank some of it while I walked outside.

"Are you okay?" I looked up and I saw Sam standing there.

"I really don't know if I am or not. I just really don't want to feel anything right now I want my mom back. I want to feel loved I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. I know it won't be though not with the life we live", I cried out.

I felt Sam's hand on my face. I looked up into his eyes and they were such a beautiful hazel.

"Sammy, what are you doing?"

"I really want to be what you need. I remember the last time we were alone"

"Sam, I don't want to risk anything between us all".

We looked up at each other and Sam leaned down into me and we kissed. I dropped my beer and I ran my fingers through his hair. Sam ran his hands down my body to my thighs then lifted me up by my butt. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he held me against the nearest hard surface. We kissed for the longest time. Sam then bit my earlobe and I felt his lips against my neck sucking the skin hard enough to leave marks and red skin.

"Sam", I whispered as I threw my head back and he mouthed at my throat. How was he so good at this and holy fuck this feels so good. As much as I was against being outside doing this I couldn't care less. I actually felt like my problems were melting away for the time being as Sam's lips and touch were all I could think about.

I grabbed one of Sam's hands and kissed it as I placed it on my boob and he squeezed it hard and I moaned. I playfully bit at his neck and then gave him a few hickies on his neck. He set me down on the ground and kissed me deeply one more time.

"Just think about it okay". I nodded still in shock at what just went on. I really didn't want anything with the brothers because I didn't want to mess up anything with them. But, I'm not going to lay they were both attractive especially Dean with those green eyes. And him being the older brother.

This is going to be so much fun.