Chapter 45

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Evelyn
I missed them I really did but I had to leave. I couldn't tear them apart like that. I've been laying in my parents bed since I got home. I missed my parents more than ever right now. I missed their advice on everything. I was so conflicted on my feelings with the Winchester boys.

I liked Sam I really did and what we did was good but I've realized I prefer slow and I've imagined Dean being that way for some reason. Maybe it's the way he cared for everyone around him. And it's obvious Dean felt something towards me but that doesn't mean I need to act on those feelings. I'll admit his green eyes are my weakness and the way he smirks. The way he smiles is so adorable.

Fuck, I adored this man and I needed him. I needed him close to me. I need to be in his arms. But, I was scared. Would he be faithful to me? Would he look at me the way he does any other female?

I heard a knock at the door and I walked downstairs with my pistol in hand.

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