Chapter 11

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Dean
I was looking for Sammy and Evie but I couldn't find them anywhere then I saw them outside making out against the wall and I couldn't look away at Evelyn. Thoughts of how she'd look against a wall or bed below me popped into my head and I bit my lip. I've had a crush on her since I saw her for the first time and then I had to leave the bar because I was going to a girl's place that night.

I've seen the way Sam looks at her and I'm pretty sure he adored her. I mean she looks like an angel and believe me we've had our run ins with angels. But, she had these absolutely beautiful blue eyes that made you think of the ocean and if you'd get lost in them you'd never want to look at the ocean itself because it's in her eyes. And how short she was so cute. It's just a little below the average and I've looked at her body a bit she would look good wearing skin tight jeans and my shirts. She is kinda nerdy but still so damn hot.

"Treat her with respect both of you. Not everyday you find a woman as kind as her in this life. I've known her for a long time and she has always worn her heart on her sleeve and have a big heart. Don't fight over her either. Let her choose between you two. Then again she might not choose because you two are family", said Bobby.

I saw Sam come in and I waited to see if Evelyn would come in but she wouldn't. I set my beer down and walked outside to see her standing there. She had some hickies on her and her lips were red and puffy.

"Hey", I said.

"Hey".

"Are you and Sam together?"

"Honestly, I don't even know myself. I don't even know what that was and why I made it happen. I don't know what I want Dean I just want my mom back. I feel so lost and confused. If I'm being honest I'd do anything to get her back."

"It'll be okay. I know not now but eventually. I'm not letting anything happen to you. You and Sam are my main concerns."

She looked at me and then leaned into my lips. They looked so inviting. I started leaning in to but pulled away.

"I can't kiss you, not when I know that possibly your Sam's".

"I understand". I kissed her forehead instead.

"I wish this was easier for all of us

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"I wish this was easier for all of us. Right now I don't think I can have you or Sam. I need to figure things out".

"That would probably be best".

I got up and left her sitting there to think.

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