Evelyn
I waited til Sam was asleep and walked into Dean's room he was listening to music. He saw me and took off his headphones."Ev, what's up?"
"Look I think I know what you saw in your alternate reality. It was about me wasn't it?"
"What makes you say that?"
"Well when you first said something you avoided me and you've been avoiding me ever since. Just tell me what it was about".
"Do you really want to know?"
"Yes Dean".
"It was about you and me. We were living together and we were so happy. I think we were still dating but Sam and his girlfriend Jessica died were all there and I saw my mom and dad. I was so happy. I had you. We weren't hunters. I was a mechanic."
"You know that life wasn't real right?"
"I know. Because I can't have you in reality".
"Dean-?"
"Don't. I don't need no pity".
"I'm not giving you pity. I just wanted to know".
"Your with Sam now aren't you. You guys are together now?"
"Yes Dean".
"Oh okay".
"Dean don't shut me out because I'm with Sam".
"I'm not. I'm happy your with Sam."
"Then what's the problem?"
"Nothing. I'm fine. Go back to sleep with Sam".
"Dean, just talk to me".
"I can't say the things I want".
"Well I guess then you'll just to hold that inside then Dean. I'm sorry".
I sadly walk away from a crying Dean. It broke my heart to see him like this but I was with Sam. This is what I was afraid of happening. I fell to my knees and cried for Dean, cried for Sam, cried for everything.
I walked into my room and got a pen and a piece of paper and I write a note. I packed some things. I made sure Dean was asleep and I left for Missouri.
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