(A/N: I’m really sorry this took so long, I have been so busy with stuff and I am really trying to squeeze writing into my schedule, I hope this chapter makes up for it, it’ll be pretty long and I’m doing a quick update. This will be one of the longest ones. Thanks guys for everything, I love you all)
The songs I listened to while writing this chapter were;
She looks perfect by 5SOS
I miss you by 5SOS
Wherever you are by 5SOS
Teenage Dirtbag by 5SOS
And
Heartbreak girl by 5SOS
You can tell I’m obsessed.
Chapter 12
Elle’s P.O.V.
Niall stood there as I slowly walked away from Harry. My heart breaks at the expression his face held. Broken hearted and betrayed is what he was feeling, it absolutely shatters me.
Harry turns to Niall’s direction the same time I reached Niall. Niall’s eyes held so much pain that I could feel my heart slowly tear into pieces. I had broken his trust.
“Niall I—“ I take one last step towards him. He stays put but pulls away when I try to reach for his arm. Just that made me want to sob back into his arms and beg for forgiveness. Niall has been nothing but sweet to me and I’m being a shit face.
“Why—How—When—Who—“ he tries to talk but he had struggles and I couldn’t blame him.
“Niall—“ I try to reach for him again but he jolts his arm away; this time with more force. He steps back together with his hand and looks at me with a sour expression.
“No!” his eyes widen. He was furious.
“Why Elle, why?” He asks me, bitterness filled his voice. The tone of his voice takes away the little bit of happiness I was feeling.
“I—“ I try to explain myself but Harry has to butt in.
“I suggest you get the hell out before I beat the living plump out of you.” He threatens my supposed to be boyfriend. I wanted to explain myself to Niall, I wanted to tell him that all this was nothing and that this would never happen again. I’d promise him that I would never ever have any communication with Harry and maybe even consider moving in with him. But I know I’d be lying if I said so, and I’ve just had enough of lying.
I ignore all my thoughts and turn back to Harry; completely ignoring Niall’s presence.
“How fucking dare you Harry?” I step towards him with bloodshot eyes.
All my sudden sorrow towards Niall, vaporizes into anger towards Harry.
Harry steps towards me but I stumble back before he even attempts to reach for my arms. I was completely aware that Niall was just two steps behind me but I couldn’t stop all the hurt that wanted to let loose from my system.
“I told you I was with Niall!” I raise my hands, “I fucking told you that.” I’m really surprised by all the swearing coming out from my mouth but whatever. He deserves this.
“You know exactly how I couldn’t resist you!” he tries to talk but I silence him with dagger eyes. I needed to vent and to scream at him.
“Harry, I have no future relationship with you! And even if we did, it wouldn’t be a real one or out of laughing, It’d be out of fucking. And I’ve went through enough bullshit to let history repeat itself.” I finish. I still had a lot of anger in me but I didn’t want to cuss him out in front of Niall, especially because I still had a lot of explaining to do.
