(so you guys probably have noticed that I don't update that fast, I'm sorry I have been very busy lately and I am having a really hard time fitting this into my schedule but I will try harder now I swear. And yes, I did try going to the outerweb)
Harry’s P.O.V.
As I see her walk away with God damn fucking Niall, all my anger boils inside and I have the urge to beat up every living human on this planet.
I hurt her, again. For the millionth time this fucking week.
Damn! What the fuck is wrong with me!
Pacing back and forth with my hand on my head as I try to think of a way to get her to forgive me but it seems as if she was really different a while ago. She slapped me and I knew she felt a lot of sorrow towards me and I thought she would never do that to me so why the fuck did she? She’s just so fucking confusing.
With all my anger, I decide to just not take the blame and take out my anger on Niall.
It was all because of Niall. Niall is the fucking problem here.
THAT FUCKING BASTARD CAN’T STAY AWAY FROM ELLIE.
Thus making Ellie always having to run to him whenever we had a fight or some of that shit.
I bet Niall is feeding my Ellie with bullshit right this second and it angers me even more.
That foul loathsome pussy!
“Harry!” Louis grabs my arm and pushes me onto a wall, “Quit blaming Niall for everything that just happened! Don’t you think it was partly your fault that Elle felt that way? You fucking fingered Stacey! And she saw it right in her face! Don’t you fucking get that Ellie is different from most of the girls you go out with? Like how did you expect her to react? Look, I don’t want to be a douche here but I really hope that you are happy with the decision you made,” Louis’ words surprise me and someone tug at my chest because I was being dumb. But it still didn’t mean that I would allow them to spend time together, I mean Ellie was mine and only mine.
“And what fucking decision is that Lou?” I gaze at him with dagger eyes expecting him to back up a little but he holds his ground.
“That you gave up the one person that actually cared and accepted you for who you are and would never cheat on you. You gave up a loyal person for fucking sluts.” He had a point but I wouldn't back down of course.
“How do you know anything about love Louis? The last time you fell in love, you got the girl pregnant and didn’t say anything to her after that!” I fire back an unnecessary comment.
I regret the words once Louis’ fist connects to my jaw, hard.
“What the fuck is the matter with you Harry? First you hurt Ellie and now you bring this up? You’re a fucking sick bastard you are.” Millions of answers pile through my head as his question ‘what the fuck is the matter with you harry’ replays in my mind. I give Louis a death glare grabbing holding of my swollen jaw.
Instead of following my gut telling me to hit him ten times harder, I decide to leave it at that and run away. I looked like an idiot running away with tears pooling in my eyes. My feet have never ran so fast and once I reach Elle and I’s dorm room, I shut the door harder than ever that I could practically feel the wood break but I didn’t really care anymore. I was completely frustrated and hurt.
“Fuck!” I scream and throw a fucking lamp across the god damned floor.
It took me a few moments, before I finally slid my back down the wooden door and curl up into a ball, completely breaking down.
I started letting out a few drops of tears, remembering all the couple stuff Elle and I did that I probably would never do to any other girl except for Elle because was different. She was special and she made me feel something different from all the others.
I look at my phone half expecting Elle to send me a message but instead, my screen is blank as I intently stare at my lock screen. It was me and Elle lying down on the grass back when Trin and Zayn took us to Clorella. That was one of the best night I’ve ever had, ever.
Her hair was sprawled out and her right hand was on my cheek forcing me to look at her.
I have never seen myself so happy in a picture. We were looking at each other and we were smiling.
I was actually really happy and truth be told, I have never felt happier in my entire life.
Elle was someone I needed and as the memories of her breaking down in the garden a while ago tugs at my aching heart as a few more drops of feelings fall from my eyes.
I stayed on the ground for a few minutes, staring at my photos with Ellie and remembering how happy we were that day and what hurt was that maybe she would never be happy with me ever again.
It wasn’t a fun way to try and put my pieces back together but what else could I do?
I couldn’t go round beating up people as a form of emotional release because I knew it would just anger her more so I turned into a god damned baby and start crying. Wow I’m so fucking awesome.
It took me longer than I expected but once I’ve calmed myself down, I sit up, still feeling a deep ache in my chest.
It wouldn’t stop.
I hated the impact that Ellie had made on me.
It hasn’t even been a month that I’ve know this girl and I’m already on my knees for her.
What is this woman doing to me?
All I needed was her to look at me and tell me she loves me.
All I needed was for her to come back to me and show me happiness once more.
All I needed was for her to jump into my arms as we hug each other.
All I needed was her.
I needed her and I couldn’t bare the idea of me ever leaving her,
Or her ever leaving me.
Elle’s P.O.V.
In Niall’s arms, I felt a little better. I really appreciate him being there for me despite my drama this whole week and also the fact that I haven’t been giving him much attention. Niall was there for me and he cared for me. I haven’t been so appreciative of him but without him, I’d probably be down on my knees breaking down right now. Damn Harry. Damn him and his ways. And damn me for being a fool.
Niall and I continue walking with my arms around him, head on his shoulder and his right arm around my waist. Walking with him made me a little calm, not that calm but not that bad. It was better than the place I was before. But truth be told, my heart instantly stopped when I saw Stacey and Harry together, I could feel my heart breaking and when I got down to my knees, I completely shut down. Nothing anyone said or did mattered because in that moment, I didn’t exist.
“Elle?” Niall asks me. I want to just keep my head down because I didn’t want people to see my puffy eyes but it somehow felt like we were in a shady place and we seemed to be alone.
I take a little look and I see we were at Niall’s dorm room. How can I be so insensitive that I didn’t even realize where we were walking? Wow I must be really broken.
“Hey gorgeous? Are you okay?” he asks me and I slowly pull my arms away from him as we sit down on his bed. I take in my environment and I only see one bed, it was like he lived here alone. I wipe away my tears and take sniffles.
“Ellie?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I’m really sorry for being such a drama and such a fuss this whole week. I didn’t really plan for this.” I sob and bring my hands to cup my face again because the tears were fighting to break free.
“No, no, no,” he pulls my arms away and I try to force back my tears, “Shhhh.” He pulls me into a hug and caresses my hair. My heart breaks even more as I sob into his shirt. I give in and hug him tighter, my arms shaking and my sobs getting louder.
“I’m so sad Niall,” I hug tighter, “so very sad.” I hug tighter than ever before that I could feel him stop breathing.
“Ellie, it’ll be okay. You will be okay, just give it some time.”
“No, I will not give it some time,” I slightly pull away, “I am so done with Harry, ever since I got here, all he’s ever done was hurt me, well I’m done. I’m drenched and I’m tired.”
“Alright then,” he caresses me again. We stay in this position for some time, just holding onto one another. I didn’t want to let go of him but I felt my back ache and I carefully pull my touch away. I look up at him as he gives my forehead a small peck. My eyes shut with thanks.
“Do you mind if I take a power nap?” I ask and he kisses my forehead once more before he stands up from the bed.
“Anything Princess, I’ll give you space.” He pulls his arms away and walks away but I jolt my arm and grab onto him.
He looks at me and tilts his head to the right and takes a glance at my arms desperately pulling him back in, I longed for his arms wrapped around me, it soothed me.
“Stay?” my eyes desperately looking up at him. I didn’t have to say anything else when he smiles and nods.
I make some space on the bed as he scooted next to me, my arms still hugging him making it hard for him to move.
Once he is sprawled next to me, my arms wrap around him and my head rests on his muscular torso and my legs sort of tangle him. I felt clingy but I couldn’t bare being alone and I needed someone to be there for me.
He wraps both arms around me with his right hand on mine and his left gently caressing my shoulders. I have never been treated with so much care. Makes me want to
“Princess?” I hear Niall’s sweet voice.
“Mmm?” I mumble half asleep.
“I really wish you gave me the chance to love you, I promise you I will love you with everything and I will keep you in my arms no matter what. You’re a princess and it’s time someone treated you like one.” He lifts up my chin with his left hand and I stare up at him with glistering eyes.
His sweet yet meaningful words touched me so much.
I really needed a break from all the shit that was happening and whenever Niall was there, all my problems seemed to fly away and he was always there.
“Please say something.” He begs as I spot his weariness in his eyes.
No words came out but instead I leaned up and kissed him full on the lips, slowly and passionately.
My eyes shut in pleasure as he opened his mouth giving me more access.
We pulled away to only have our lips touch once more.
His kiss was soft, nothing compared to it.
We pull away to be panting for breath, but our eyes still locked on each other.
“Ellie?” he asks as I raise one eyebrow up.
“I love you.” He says as he leans in and places a small kiss on the top of my head.
I mumble with pleasure and I connect our eyes once more. His beautiful orbs staring at me as I whisper to him,
“I love you Niall.” And I place a kiss on his jaw.
He smiles at me and I feel both our cheeks redden as we cuddled and held each other tighter.
It was like his arms were made for me.
And I knew in that moment, we were infinite.
(i know ok i find it very weird too i'm having a hard time with what might happen next but it'll be very fabulous i promise.
all you people are asking me to make niall and ellie have it, you are all perverted ppl but maybe i will ;)
idek i just will okay i love you all. please vote/heart it please. it would mean a lot)
