New loves and old ones {Dean Winchester x Reader} book 1

Feeling emerged

~Sorry I haven't posted in a long time I've been very busy with some stuff...But here you go this chapter is long and has Smut~

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<Crash sound> You look at Dean and he looks at you. You both jump up and run to the living room. Castiel had collapsed on the floor. Dean looks at him, "Cas..!?" He runs over to him and gets on his knees. "Hey!...Cas..Castiel!?" You stand there not knowing what to do. You start to walk closer but you feel something grab your shoulder. You turn and look to see who it was. "Sariel?.. What are you doing here!" You pull away from his touch and take a step back. Dean looks over at the angel. While still laying on the floor Castiel's eyes open but this time they were different.

Cas lays up quickly. Dean looks at him and stands up along with Castiel. Cas pulls out his angel blade and starts to charge towards Sariel. "Cas no!?" Sariel pulls out his blade and blocks his first attack. Dean steps behind you and wraps his arms around you stopping you from running between them. You watch as they attack each other and struggle to get free. "No Castiel please!!..." Cas looks back at you and you lock eye contact. While he was focusing on you Sariel attacks and cuts his arm. Cas jerks his attention back to Sariel. He goes to charge for his left arm but changes direction for his stomach at the last second. You feel everything going in slow motion. "NOO!?!..." your eyes change like Castiel's. Dean and Sam and slung back against the nearest wall. You look at Cas and Sariel. You hold up your hands. You jester them forward and they both are sent flying across the room. Dean and Sam look at you confused. Your mark starts to glow a light blue. Sariel looks at you worried. He flashes in front of you. "Y/N stop now!?! You're out of control!!" You look at him they slowly go back to normal. You stumble back a little before he grabs your hand. You look at him scared. "He was..He was going to hurt you!" He nods in understanding "I know it's ok you gained control don't worry..." Dean and Sam drop from the wall. You turn to the sound of them hitting the floor. You run over to Dean. "Dean, Sam I-um...I'm sorry I don't..." He stands up "It's ok! Calm down we are fine..." you stand up along side him. Cas stands up and walks over next to Sariel. Both angels look at you. You turn towards Cas and clinch your fist. Dean grabs your hand and looks at you. You stop looking at Cas and look at your hands. Sariel notices this also and walks up to Dean. "Get away from her!?" You step in between them, "Whoa Sariel..." Dean looks at Sariel, neither of them stepping down. "You might be an angel but all I see when I look at you is a feathery ass pest!" You turn and place your hands on Dean's chest. "Stop, come with me?" You grab his hand and start to walk out of the dining room. You stop at the stairs and look back at Sam and the two angels. "Play nice you two! And Sam can you try and find out were my car is?" Sam nods. You continue walking with Dean till your out of sight. Sariel tries you walk after you but is stopped by Cas. "Do you really wanna make her angry?" He stops and sits at the table with Sam and Castiel.

You and Dean walk into his room and you let go of his hand.  He walks deeper into the room rubbing the back of his neck. You close the door and lean against it. "Go ahead Dean...Let it out..." he turns and looks at you, "What was that?" You sigh and hang your head. "It's just a part of the mark...Sariel won't let me be harmed and I won't let him be harmed..." Dean sighs confused, "So why did Cas attack him?" You look up at him, "It a side effect of the mark I guess.. I don't know much about other angels but I'm pretty sure the mark is a sign of dominance. So they fight for it....Like dogs!" You chuckle but he doesn't seem to find it funny. You stop laughing and push off the door. You walk over to him and he turns the opposite direction. You place your hand on his shoulder. "Dean..You have to talk to me!" He turns and grabs your arms and slams you on the bed. He towers over you. You look up at him. "Dean?..." Your breaths become one rhythm. He looks down at you still pinning you to the bed. "I..I can't...." he roles off of you and sits on the bed. You lay up and look over at him. "What's wrong Dean?...And I know its not just the angel thing that's bothering you.." he looks over at you. "How old are you?" You looked at him confused, "What?"  He turns to fully face you. "How old are you?" You smile "I'm 28..." he looks away. "Why did you ask Dean?" He stands up and looks at you,"You look young for your age...Do you have a boyfriend?" You scuff at his question, "That's none of your business Dean!?" You stand you and go for the door. He steps in front of the door and faces you. "I need to know?" You sigh in anger, "Get out of my way Dean you're pissing me off!?" He grabs your arms and slams you softly against the door.