Im Living

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~So I might be changing up how I wright. I will still be writing but I'm gonna try to make it simpler to understand who is talking~

Key:
- Writing like this is thoughts of the character.
- ~This is authors note to set either characters POV or Time pass~
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'Did that just happen?' You thought to yourself. You wondered around the bunker confused before you came to the dining room where everyone was before. You no longer see Sam and Castiel but you do see Sariel and he was the one you were looking for. You take a deep breath before walking up the two stairs that were in front of you. Before you even got to the second one Sariel raised his head off the table and got out of the chair he was sitting in. He walked up to you and you stoped in your tracks still on the first step. "What the heavens!?" He says obviously upset. You look at him confused and tilt your head slightly, "Um I believe it's What the hell?" You say trying to lighten the mood. You start to smirk but he doesn't seem amused. You straighten your head. "I said I need to talk to you but you made me wait! What if it was that I was dying or something important!?" He says in a stern voice. "Well I would have known if you were dying because I would have felt it and I knew it wasn't too important because if it were you would have just barged in without knocking!?" You said with a stern voice back. He rolls his eyes, "Oh I'm sorry Y/N for having manners!?" He says sarcastically.

~Dean's POV~

I left just a few seconds after Y/N. I walk into the main room and there I saw Sam and Cas talking. I wasn't really in the mood for talking to them right now. I tried to sneak out of the room hoping they didn't spot me but I was wrong. "Where do you think you're going Dean?" Sam said while looking over at me. He opened me a beer and sat it at and empty seat. I sighed and walked over then sat down. They looked at me without saying anything for about 30 seconds. "What!?" I said tired of the silence filling the room. Cas looked at Sam then back at me. "How was it?...The intercourse?" Cas said oblivious. He said that right when I took a sip of beer. I choked a little then swallowed. I wiped my mouth and stud up. Cas looked at Sam confused then back at me, "Is it something I said?" He said waiting for a reply from me but I didn't give him one. I walked completely out of the room. Sam looked at Cas and patted his on the shoulder. "Nicely done Cas..." Sam said with a smirk on his face and a slight laugh. Castiel was obviously still confused. I walked into the dining room. "Stop acting like a child Y/N!?" Sariel yelled. I probably could have heard him from the main room and I was right because only a few seconds later Sam and Cas walked into the room and stud beside me. "What's going on?" Sam asked me but I just shrugged not knowing what was happening exactly but I was guess it had something to do with me.

~Your POV~

"Stop acting like a child Y/N!?" Sariel yelled at you. "I will when you stop treating me like one!? You might be my angel but your not my boss!?" You screamed back at him. You were so angry at each other neither of you noticed Dean, Sam, or Cas standing and watching you. "I might as well be because without me telling you what to do you would probably be dead...You make such stupid decisions without me! Like him!?" Sariel replied then pointed at Dean. You looked at him shocked then at Dean. 'He wasn't a stupid decision...' you thought to yourself. You turned back towards Sariel, "Have you forgotten? YOU LEFT FOR FIVE FREAKING YEARS!? YOU LEFT ME ALONE FOR FIVE YEARS!!!" You screamed but this time tears formed in your eyes. "I HAD NO ONE!? I PRAYED TO YOU! BEGING THAT YOU'D COME BACK TO ME AND YOU DIDNT!? BUT I SURVIVED..." You scream while tears fell down your cheeks. "I survived...I was alone for five year and look how I turned out!! I'm better then I ever was!? When I was with you I was just surviving but now...NOW IM LIVING!?!" You continued. Everyone was silent. Sariel looked at you with a blank look on his face. "You call this living?..." he said under his breath. You looked at him. "You call hunting monsters living!?...Your parents didn't want this life for you...You are not better since I last saw you...You are worse!" He said with anger in his voice. You looked at him for a few seconds then slapped him as hard as possible. He turned and looked back at you. You couldn't stop the tears. "I hate you...I hate you!?...YOU HEAR ME I HATE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I AM!?!" You said while stepping back. He eyes widened, you have gotten in fights before but never to the point of saying you hate one another. You wiped your tears and turned facing Dean, Sam, and Cas, they looked shocked. You started to walk past them. Dean walked with you. You stopped in your tracks and looked back at Sariel. "And by the way..." everyone stops and looks at you but you only look at Sariel, "Being a hunter is the only thing that keeps me sane in this crazy world..." you said while taking Dean's hand. You looked at your hands. "Because I meet my new family...And I know they would never leave me!" You say while smile at yours and Dean's intertwined hands. Sariel didn't move. He didn't know what to do next. Cas and Sam looked at each other then Sam looked at Sariel, "Look she might not be perfect..." Sam paused as Sariel looked at him. "But she is family..." Castiel finished. Sariel looked at Castiel shocked. He never heard Castiel talk about family other then the angels. But even then Cas never had as much feeling towards family till he meet Sam and Dean. Sam and Cas go to leave then hear wind behind them. They turn to see Sariel gone. They sigh and walk out of the room along with Dean and you.

~The next day~

It was around 8:00am. You slowly started to wake up. You open your eyes. You are snuggled close to Dean. You smile at the warmth. You loved being this close to him. You turn trying to get out of bed but also trying not to wake Dean. You successfully get out of the bed without waking him. You smile at the sleepy hunter. You turn to walk to the bathroom. "No..." Dean murmurs. You turn and look at him. "Dean?" You say thinking he is awake. "S-Stop.." Dean stutters while flinching.

You walk up to him

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You walk up to him. 'Is he dreaming?' You think to yourself. You place your hand on his cheek. "Dean?" You whisper his name. He jumps and lays up. You move you hand away frightened. "Dean..." you say softly. He looks over at you. "Hey.." He says still looking frightened. "Are you ok?" You sit next to him and place your hand on his leg. He looks at you and smiles. "Yeah just a bad dream, I'm fine!" He leans close and kisses your cheek then gets off the bed. You look at him still unsure. "Are you sure? Do you wanna talk about it?" You say while standing up and walk up to him. He smiles and kisses your forehead. "No I'm fine..." he says with a reassurance smile.

~Dean's POV~

"No I'm fine..." I say with a smile. 'That's a total lie. I mean I've had bad dreams but that on was...Bad!' I say to myself. She smiled at me. "Ok if you're sure..." she patted my chest and walked into the bathroom. "I am!" I said confident. 'I'm not!" I think to myself. 'She has enough on her plate no need to bother her with a bad dream...Even if it was really bad...' I say to myself. "Hey I'm gonna go talk to Sam..." I said to her through the bathroom door. "What?" She replied. I repeated myself but she still didn't hear me. I looked at the door handle hesitated to open the door but I do anyway. "I um... I said I was gonna go talk to Sam..." I said not looking at the shower or anything just the floor. "ok!" She replied. I closed the bathroom room and walked out of the room.

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