Not the one.

Chapter Ten

Anxiety's POV

I took a deep breath before knocking on Logic's door. I didn't have a plan, I didn't rehearse what to say. I literally had no clue on what to do.

Logic opened the door.

"Anxiety?" He seemed quite surprised. I get it. I've never came to his room before.
"Hey Logan. Can I?" I didn't wait for his answer I just made my way in.
"Why would you ask and then do whatever you want?" He asked closing the door. I didn't answer.
"For how long do you think you'll avoid Morality?" He sighed.
"I believe that matter isn't of your interest." He fixed his glasses.
"It is. Logan you either like Morality or you don't. Just tell him, that poor thing is going nuts trying to figure out what is going on in your head."
"Preposterous. Neither of you could ever understand what there is in my head." He said, he was being extremely annoying.
I rolled my eyes.
"I'm afraid to say that for the first time I don't know how to behave or what to do." This time he sounded sincere.
"Listen dude, I get it. Emotions are complicated, tell me about it. I too have issues with them but they aren't as impossible to handle as you think they are."

"You're right. You as me, aren't an expert of emotions so you should understand more than anyone how I'm feeling. And you should understand in what kind situation I am and why it's hard for me. Yet you are here trying to push me into make a decision I'm clearly not ready to make."
It was silent for a while. He seemed angry and I felt sorry. He was right. I should know what he's struggling with. I do know what he's struggling with. Sometimes I forget that only because they're not "Anxiety" doesn't mean they can't feel anxious about something.
He sat on his bed and I sat next to him.

"I know I should but you should try to understand Morality's situation too."
"I am! Anxiety, I am trying to understand. Not only Morality but also how I feel towards him." He sighed. "It's just complicated to know what is going on when nothing like that has ever happened to me before."
"How do you feel about him?" He looked at me. "I mean. Do you have any particular physical or emotional reactions?" I tried to make the question as easy as I could to make him talk.
"Sometimes. Sometimes when he is really close my heart beats faster or when he takes my hand to take me somewhere.
Oh you know when he makes those terrible puns? And he laughs at them? He makes that thing with his nose and eyes and I don't know. It's weird. I know what you're about to say "it's clear Logic, you like him." But it's not that easy."

I felt a bit sorry for him. He's clearly not having it easier than Morality.
"You should talk to him anyway. I mean how you feel around him can be an indicator of your feelings." I said. I felt a bit uncomfortable trying to make him feel better. It's just not what I do. "Maybe he can even help you figure it out. You can do it together."
"How can I know for sure? Maybe it's just my body being weird." He was so innocent.
"I'm sure it's more than that, Logan."
"I need something.. more." I sighed. He was impossible to deal with.
"Something like what? You can't just wait around your entire life for a sing, Logan. Why are you so unsure? Why are you so confused? I can't believe that it's only the fact that you haven't felt his before."
I was getting tired of him being such a child. No one better than me knows what it feels like, I have to deal with emotions on a daily basis, not only my own but Thomas' too. Does he think being Anxiety is easy? He's always saying how good he is at taking control of situations and dealing with everything but right now he is just escaping.

He didn't say a word. I sighed.
Well I tried. "Just, think about it, Logic." I got up and started walking towards the door. I opened it when I felt a hand on my arm. I turned around and..

I was about to have a panic attack.
What is happening.

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Aren't cliffhangers the best?