Just another guy G.D.

Chapter 9

     "Where are we going?" Ethan has been driving for what seemed forever. If I was completely honest with myself I was nervous.

     "Stop asking me the same question!" He laughs and holds my hand in reassurance. I felt comfortable and it felt safe when I was with him.

     "This is it." He smiles. I look and see a huge muesum. An art show. I squel in satifisfication, "I love it!" I jump out of his truck and run up the steps of the museum. It was a beautiful building, it almost looked like a castle. He runs up the stairs to catch up to me.

  "So you like it?" He gasps for air. I hug him tightly to give him my answer. We walk in, while he pays for our tickets. I wasn't going to fight for him not to pay, because after all I love anything free.

  We walk to see many statues and beautiful art pieces. I couldn't be more happy and not one thing could run this moment. We continue to walk and he brings me into a light room.

  The light room is a black room, with lights shining inspiring words. He takes me in the middle of the medium sized room and he hugs me.

  "Thank you, so much for giving me a chance." Lifting my head to look at him and smile, he suprises me by locking lips with me.

  I quickly pull back in shock and look at him. "Umm." I akwardly say. I'm kind of stupid actually, this is a date, what did I hope would happen?

"I'm sorry." He mutters disconnecting our hug.

"Please Eth don't be." How do I fix this?

"Kiss me." I quickly say. "What?" He mutters in confusion,

"I need to see if I feel something for you." He slowly brings his lips to mine. I kiss back, trying to think of this moment, trying to bring passion, but I don't feel sparks.

We pull away in union and look at each other. "Did you feel anything?" He questions.

"No, how could this be? I mean your perfect for me, everything about you is everything I need. You're caring, sweet, and funny." I look at his face saden.

"It's fine." He mumbles and smiles. I didn't believe that smile, he wasn't fine.

"You don't have to pretend, I know it hurts, I hurt you." I sigh.

"Yeah, but it's okay, as long as were friends." He reassures me.

I look at him in suprise, and wonder what the foofoo is wrong with me.

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After an extravengent dinner, he takes me home. He doesn't try to sneak attack me with anymore kisses and just hugs me. I walk in my house taking off my boots and head to my bed. When I get to my room, I find something on my love chair. It's a note.

I pick it up and open it slowly.

  This is where you confessed what you feel for me. I need to tell you how much I feel for you. Meet me tomorrow before school at the diner. -Grayson

I reread it a good 3 times before throwing the piece of paper away. I really don't want to see him, today, tomorrow, and possibly anytime soon.

I decide if I feel like waking up, I'll go, but if I want to lay in bed, I'm not going.

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"Get woke!" I hear Jonahs voice screaming in my ears. I feel him jumping on my bed, I quickly jump up and push him off my bed.

I look at the time and see how early it is. 5:30, what the heck?

"Why?" I mutter to Jonahs, rubbing my eyes. "Grayson invited us to the diner, his fucking paying, so I don't see why not." He smiles.

I sigh in frustration, his such a prick. I get up and decide on wearing something comfortable. (Outfit above)

I don't brush my hair, because it's too early in the morning to care. I brush my teeth, I grab my bag and walk downstairs to find Grayson sitting on the couch. And here I thought, I could get rid of him.

I take a seat across from him and we just stare at each other. My brother is taking a really long time.

"So, how was the date?" He scoffs.

"Great." I roll my eyes.

"You have quite a bitchy attitude." He states as if it isn't the obvious.

"Hardy-har-har. Stop bothering me." I sit back crossing my arms.

"Can we talk, without acting like little bickering kids?" He sighs.

I look at him intensly and notice how nervous he is. I sit up and nod my head.

"Look, I'm not good at expressing my feelings." He looks down.

"That's the obvious." I laugh.

"I like you a lot and I want something with you, but I don't know how to do that." He mutters.

Just as I'm about to speak my brother comes into the living room.
"Lets eat, bitches!" He smacks both of us on the back of our heads and I jump on his back laughing.

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"Grayson your quiet today, what's up?" My brother asks Grayson, as we continue eating and making awful jokes.

"I'm just thinking." He answers sipping his drink.

"Are you thinking about which girl to fuck today, I always forget those girls names, but the one with the short hair is great in bed." Jonahs laughs and I look at him in disgust.

"Jo you really know how to ruin a conversation." I say agitated. I look over to Grayson who just stares at me. I know he wants to talk, so I signal for him to go to the batheroom.

"I need to use the LADY'S bathroom." I say the lady's louder, so he understands where to meet me.

"Nobody needs to know that your gonna take a shit." Jonahs scoffs. I mumble a few bad words at Jonahs under my breath before I get up to head to the bathroom.

I stand in the bathroom for a good 5 minutes, before Grayson's comes in.

"You're terrible at hiding what you feel." I say, he was literally quiet the whole time we ate.

"What do you feel for me?" He asks getting pushing me against the sink. His chest, touches mine and he holds my face in his hands. His touch makes me tingle, everything about him does.

"You know how I feel." I sigh as if I was embarrassed to admit it again.

"I need to hear it." He sternly says.

"I like you, so much." I mumble.

"Good." He smashes his lips onto mine. The kiss was so intimate and passionate, I forgot about everything around me. His tongue, begs for entrance and I gladly give it to him. I've actually never made out with anybody, so I had no idea what to do.

I broke the kiss with laughter. He looked at me with a confused face. "I actually don't really know what to do." I laughed. Damn why did I have to ruin everything.

"You were doing well, I've never felt like this before." He brings my hand to his heart, and it's beating harder then the first time.

"Wow." Is all I can really say.

"We should get going before your brother assumes anything." I nod and walk out first and he waits a couple minutes after me.

"What took you guys, so long?" Jonahs looks at us thoroughly.

"Um...."