The knife leads my hand
drawing beautiful patterns on my flawed skin
everyday I look in the mirror
and wonder
what it would be like to be wanted,
loved,
flaunted.
And I envy
all those who know what it is to be "healthy"
"happy,"
"wealthy."
I wonder what it must be like to even hope for a life of light
wondering about a future that bright
I'd guess, but I haven't the slightest clue
depressed, I guess I'm glued to you
your slash still lingers in my mind,
your warmth in my palms, left behind
the knife cuts deeper, blood seeping
through skin as pale as snow.
-GS
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