Deans Tape to Ally

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(A/N): Addition to @brookemccreaa 's series 'Why' . I thought I could add in a little. Lemme know whatcha think in the comments, googies!

"Hey Als. I know...you probably weren't expecting to have a tape on this list of reasons why I 'offed' myself. But that doesn't mean you were a bad reason...you weren't. See...I've done some shit. Mistakes were made. Feelings were hurt, and I didn't know how to handle them. But I never, for one second, stopped loving you. Never. And I need to tell you...watch over Sadie for me. I know she isn't yours [obviously] , and it may be a bit awkward, but...she's all alone. Her mother is long gone. Do this for me...please Ally. She's my daughter, regardless of who she came from. She needs you.

Ally, I...I'm so sorry about what I did. I should've been thinking, instead of drinking away my thoughts and will that night. I hate myself for that. But the truth is...*sighs* I never deserved a girl like you. You're amazing. You deserve someone so much better than a 'hunter with daddy issues'. That's what you called me, right? Jokingly or not, its true. I'm not proud of my mistakes, and I'm definitely not proud about hurting you. I regret it, I do...that's why this happened.

I thought I couldn't fix things with you. Believe me, I wanted too, but...I just thought you'd be better off without me. I'm sure I'm right, I mean, all I do is bring you pain. *sniffles*So...goodbye Als. I hope you find someone who will always treat you right...I love you Princess..."

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