SAFE

who Am I

Skips pov

We walk into the house I smile because I know  Alissa and I  will be okay as friends, it hurts but i'm happy I know how she feels now and my love might never change.

Alissa- Thanks for the walk I'm happy we got to talk 

Skip- Me too

Alissa pov 

I feel like I hurt Skip but I couldn't kiss him I don't even know if I feel anything for anyone. I walk over to Luke and Jai's room I go in to find a fully dressed Luke asleep. I go close to him and jump on top of him, I remember he use to hate it when I did that but it's different now. When I jump on him, he doesn't moan in pain or shock. He looks up at me laying fully on top of him and smiles.

Alissa- What happened you could never take me laying fully on you?

Luke- Well I have grown a bit 

Alissa- Whatever but I can still kick your ass 

Luke- well lets find out about that 

I stand up and pull Luke to get up too I push him and we start to play fight.

Luke- I don't want to hurt you Alissa 

Alissa- Trust me I'm more worried about you getting hurt 

We both laugh and get him on the floor and get on top of him and make him hit himself

Alissa- Why are you hitting yourself? Why are you hitting yourself? Why are you hitting yourself? 

Luke - Because your making me dumb ass

I keep making Luke hit himself but then he over powers me and next I know he's the one on top of me. I look up at him and laugh 

Alissa- Get off me or I'll 

Luke- You'll what?

Alissa- I'll bite you 

Luke- Go for it ass wipe 

I get up and try biting him, He lightly moans and gets me on my back, I lay down, my heart beating faster. He kisses my neck I don't push him away. Luke kisses my lips and I feel his heart beating just as fast as mine. Luke is on top of me kissing me? Could this really be happening? I go to take his shirt off but he stops me, we lay there and cuddle close. 

Lukes pov 

As I cuddle Alissa I feel her heart I don't want to go to fast with her, I love her too much to take that piece of mind from her. I cuddle her close and kiss her lips. I look into her eyes 

Alissa-So what does this mean about us?

Luke- You are my other half and I love you 

Alissa pov 

I can't be in love, I just can't. But maybe I am. That's all i ever wanted is to be loved 

But can I really be in love? I just need to know Who the fuck am I?