SAFE

Never got to say goodbye

Luke pov 

He was waiting for her to give up on me. He wanted her to forget me. 

                                 ____________Flash back to Garrett& Alissa____________

Alissa's Pov 

He is sleeping. I stare at me. He looks so peaceful, I gently push my hand through his hair. He shifts his body, I lightly kiss his lips and hide my face. I slowly peek from under the blanket, Garrett lays there smiling. 

Garrett- I know you were messing with me 

I giggle and slide out of the bed. Garrett pounces on my side of the bed to be surprised with my absence. 

Garrett- Where are you baby girl come out Princess 

Alissa- Come find me big boy

I crawl to the closet in hopes he wont find me. I can hear his snickering. I know he is getting closer. I try not to laugh as I see him stand in front of the closet. 

Garrett- I'm not looking for u. where ever you are you can sleep there tonight 

Alissa- Liess you would miss my cuddles tonight 

He listens for my voice and the closet door swings open. I sit there laughing as he begins to pick me up. 

Alissa- Nooo No fair you cheated!!!!

Garrett- Alls fair in love and war

Alissa- Its not love or war poo head 

He kisses my lips, he looks into my eyes

Garret- Keep lying to yourself Baby girl. You and I both know this is love and our love is war. 

I slowly cuddle up to him. I love him. I fall asleep. I hear the phone ring. Garrett gets out of bed picks up the phone and quickly starts getting dressed. 

Alissa- Where are u going? Babe? Please don't leave.

Garrett- It was Jane. She can't sleep and she wants me 

Alissa- She wants you? What do you mean? 

Garrett- Alissa she doesn't have cuts and scars. I can touch her without feeling sick. I can take her out and look at her body, shes perfect. 

Alissa- What?!?!?!? you have sex with her. i-I can get better Garrett.... I-I'm sorry...

Garrett- Alissa you know I love you and will always be here for you, but I can take her out and show her to my family, so when she calls I will go to her. Okay?

Alissa- o-Okay.... When will you be back?

Garrett- I will be back in a few days. You can order food, but you could just eat the salad in the fridge. 

I slowly begin to tear up.

Alissa- You think I'm too big?

Garrett- I mean you are good to cuddle with but you're just not attractive to me anymore. I'll see you in a few days.

Alissa- Don't you want to take clothes?

I wipe away tears as he grabs his sweater. 

Garrett- I have clothes over there. I'll see you soon 

Alissa- Okay Garrett.... Bye

I lay down crying as Garrett leaves. I hear those old voices in my head. 

*Voice* Trigger warning 

You know you're lucky he stuck around this long. 

He has been seeing her forever.

You are worthless.

Cut those pretty little wrists. 

do it 

DO IT!! 

Stupid fat worthless girl. He can't even have sex with you. YOU MAKE HIM SICK!

I bet she is prettier than you.  

Alissa- No No NOO! Garrett loves me he cares. He just needs time

*voice* -Worthless girl, just cut, do it. DO IT!

Alissa's Pov 

I run to the bathroom. I want the voices to shut up. I find the razor I had been hiding and pull it to my wrist. I make one small mark, then another, then another. It turns into one big mess of blood and skin. The voices stop. I lay on the floor I close my eyes. I see my father. I reach for him but am quickly pulled away. I am being carried away by two men. I try to fight but I am so weak. I open my eyes and see Garrett. 

Alissa- don't let them take me Garrett! PLEASE! I don't wanna go back there! 

The man looks back at me. It isn't Garrett. I am pulled away and taken to a hospital. I come home a month later and all of Garrett's stuff is gone. Nothing left. He isn't coming back. 

He didn't even say good-bye.......

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