SAFE

Am I even worth it?

I stand up from the bed and walk out the room, I see Luke calm. He looks at me as if he wants to run up and hug me, but he doesn't he knows that it might not be the right time. I run over to him and wrap him in my arms. He cries as I hold him, he begs me to forgive him. 

Luke- Alissa please please forgive me?!?!?

Alissa- I love you I forgive you baby

Luke- I'm sorry I'm sorry 

I look at Luke as tears run down his face I know he didnt mean what he did, I trust him. 

Alissa- I'm fine baby its okay 

Luke looks into my eyes

Luke- I love you with all of my heart I need you Forever and always baby

I begin to cry this boy I love hurt me but I still love him with all my heart, I always have and always will no matter what happens. 

Alissa- Forever and Always baby 

Luke hugs me close as i cry and he tries to make me feel better.

Lukes pov

I hold he tight she forgave me I love her so much. I take her to Beaus room and cuddle her tightly. She is mine and I will not hurt her ever again I love her too much for that. We both fall asleep cuddle together,I never wanna lose this.

Alissas pov

I make sure Luke has fallen asleep as I slowly slip out of I don't make a sound. I make my way to the bathroom I look under the sink for a shaver I throw it to the floor as hard as I can to make it crack. I slowly pick up the sparkling piece of metal. I smile as I feel hot tears run down my face,this is all I'll ever be worth. I slide it down my wrist I repeat it over and over again until I'm sitting in a pool of my own blood. My eyes get heavy, I hear someone coming I didn't lock the door. They run in and begin to scream I close my eyes my heart beat slows I think about my life I think about my mom and dad I have a Flashback.