SAFE

In his arms

Lukes pov 

As James holds me back I scream at Jai to let go of Alissa she is my girlfriend and I want to be the one to hold her and make her feel better.

Luke- Get the fuck away from my girlfriend 

Jai- Luke stop it please your scaring her 

Luke- Don't tell me what to fucking do i love her 

I fight James as I try to get close to Alissa, she is crying and just breaking down. I can't believe that I caused all of this, why would I do this to the girl i love ever so much? I walk away with a feeling in my gut that thing might never be the same as before and it scares the living shit out of me.

Alissa's pov 

Alissa- Is he gone?

I ask sticking my head up slightly looking around over Jai's body 

Jai- Yes he is gone 

        I breath with relief, I never thought someone I loved so much would make me feel this way so hurt and unwanted. He treated me as if i was some whore he owned that he could use when he wanted sex. I'm not, I cant believe that Luke could do something like this it drives me fucking insane knowing this is how he acts when he is drunk.

        The boys take Luke out to calm down , but Jai stays because he doesn't want me to be alone. And honestly I don't want to be. The guys all leave as me and Jai cuddle on the couch. But then he take me to Beau's room so we can cuddle on the big bed. I hold him close as I feel his heart beat fast. I feel his body press against mine and I have got to say he make me smile and laugh.

Jai- Um Alissa I'm kind of hot is it okay if I take off my shirt?

Alissa- *laughs* yeah I don't care 

        Jai takes off his shirt, I look at his body as he does. I run my hand down his chest as if he were Luke. He looks at me and smiles. Jai pulls me closer to him and look into my eyes, I close my eyes and in the second my eyes where closed I feel his lips crash against mine.

Jai reaches his hand up my shirt I arch into him because of the coldness. I smile at him, but look away my boy friends brother.

Alissa- Jai is this wrong?

Jai- I don't know but It feels so right 

Alissa- i don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want this to mess everything up 

Jai- No matter what we all want u too be happy

Alissa- Okay 

Jai kisses me deeply as i feel his body pushed close against mine he bites my neck and I let out a moan. I hear the front door being open and I push Jai away. I feel like a cheater, what did I just get myself into. What the fuck is coming over me did I really become everything I hate about my mom. I feel like I'm her cheating on my dad. Am I even worth it?