Alissa's Pov
I can't feel Luke sitting beside me, I want to wake up I want to tell him I'm sorry for what I have done. The truth is I'm only sorry he walked in. I wanted to die I still do. At least thats what I think I want to do. I dont even know who I am anymore.
Luke- Stay alive STAY ALIVE FOR ME
I hear his voice I can feel his tears falling from his face onto mine.
Luke- I NEED YOU
He needs me, his voice keeps repeating in my head. He needs me I need to fight for him. But he wasn't there when I needed him. When I cried he wasn't there when I lost him I lost everything. I could let go and he will know how I felt. He will feel the pain that went on inside of my head everynight. Just like that I could tear his heart apart and he could be just as broken as me. I breath slowly I dream I see my father again, he smiles at me but when I go to hug him he moves away. TAKE ME WITH YOU!!!!! I scream I yell Please don't leave me again!!!!!!!! PLEASE. He walks away from me, he leaves me for the second time.
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Luke's POV
I cry as I look at Alissa.
Luke- Stay alive STAY ALIVE FOR ME
I shed tears slowly they fall from my face to hers
Luke- I NEED YOU
I know she can hear me I can feel it in my heart. Her heart rate gets slower I cry harder. I scream for a nurse a Doctor Someone
Luke- PLEASE HELP HER PLEASE SOMEONE!!!!
Nurse- Sir I need you to stand back Please
Luke- No Fucking save her Help her SAVE HER!
James runs in and he pulls me away I keep yelling Save her. They need to save her, the doctors and nurses run in I can't even see whats going on my eyes so blurry from tears.
Nurse- Sir I need you to calm down Just breath
Luke- Calm Down My fucking life is sitting in that bed and I can't do anything to help her I need her, I rather it be me there than her
I push the boys out the way and run back into Alissa's room I reach out and grab her hand I feel her the slight heart beat in her wrist. The doctors try to pull me away. I get close and Kiss her lips her eyes open wide
Alissa- LET GO
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FanfictionJanoskians FanFic I have hid my cutting since 5th grade to me it is helpful almost beautiful, well it makes me feel better. I slowly make my way to my locker I see Luke an old friend, well he was my only friend, the only one that make me forget how...
