SAFE

Future is unknown

Alissas Pov 

Last night was the scariest night, I never thought Luke would ever do anything like that, was he just that drunk? Did I ask for it? I don't know what to think I feel like I'm going crazy. I cuddle closer to Skip I feel his tight grip around my waist I smile he makes my heart beat fast. Fuck no what am I saying I'm with Luke, but at this point  I  don't know if that's best. But to date one of his best friends I couldn't but I want Skip I like him a lot. But I love Luke.

Skip- Good morning beautiful

I giggle as he smiles and calls me beautiful

Alissa- Good morning Skip my dear

Skip- The boys and I have to do something why don't u stay here and rest and we will be back soon?

Alissa- Okay hurry back

Skips pov

I kiss Alissa on the cheek and the boys and I are off, we have Luke who is hungover and we take him to get something to eat. I love Alissa and cuddling with her all night was amazing I want her to be happy with or without me I just wish it was with me.

Luke- what happened I woke up and Alissa wasn't in the bed with me?

Beau- So u were really just that drunk?

Jai- I can't even look at u

Luke- What? what did I fuck up?

Skip- U tried to rape Alissa

Luke- What the fuck why would u make something like that up?!?!?!?!?!?

James- He didn't she ran out the room last night crying because she was scared of u

Luke- Is she hurt?!?!? What did I do?!?!? How bad is it?!?!? I fucked up I fucked up 

Skip- Luke calm down

Luke-I FUCKED UP U DON'T UNDERSTAND I FUCKING LOVE HER AND I FUCKED UP 

James- Luke calm down Alissa is at home and I'm sure she will forgive you 

Luke- You left her alone?!?!?!?!

Skip- I promise you she is fine 

The boys and I go home because Luke is almost scared out of his mind 

Alissa's pov

I lay on the couch waiting for the boys to get back I want to talk to Luke but I'm scared he will have that look in his eyes the same as last night. It scares that shit out of me I love him but did he push me into the arms of his friend, no I could never I love Skip, not in that way.

The boys all walk in I look away as I see Luke, I see his sad puppy dog eyes and I feel warm tear drops run down my face I cry. I cry because I love him I cry because I care and i cry because I'm scared that my heart can't forgive him. I feel like a bloody mess I feel as if my heart has been toyed with. But I love this boy he has my heart and I need him he is that one that saved me from everything. The one that keep me safe yet that feeling is slowly going away.

Luke walks close to me I feel his arms wrap around me as he holds me close

Luke- I'm sorry....

I hear him whispers in my ear I scream as I remember his voice from last night. Jai runs over and pulls Luke away. Jai lays on the couch with me I feel safer with him more than anyone. Am I pushing Luke away by pushing him away will I end up with Jai? I don't know what to do but i feel so much safer In his arms 

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