teenage dirtbag + 「 2jae 」

twenty three

"jesus, i'm so bored." jackson sighed, throwing himself onto jinyoung's bed, almost landing on jaebum.
"let's do something after jinyoung gets out of the shower."

"like what?" jaebum mumbled, a pillow on his face. jackson shrugged and so they kept staring at the ceiling and listened to water coming out of the shower head in the next room.

"we could get drunk." jackson then suggested. "but im not in the mood for a party and it would be kinda sad if it was just the three of us, wouldn't it?"

"i don't really feel like drinking. last party was a mess, dude." jackson took the pillow from jaebums face and threw it across the room so he could hear him clearer.

"hell yeah it was. by the way, how went things with your little boy? got him to kiss you?"

jaebum should've said something but he couldn't. instead, he felt his face getting hot and tilted his head to the left, away from jackson.

"oh my god!", jackson jumped up, turning to jaebum, "did you? kiss him?"

the dark haired sighed. "almost..." his cheeks were the colour of a tomato by now and he couldn't hide it from his friend anymore.

"what did it feel like? why haven't you said anything? was it good? wai- almost?"

the older knew he couldn't avoid the topic and to be honest he would rather talk about it while jinyoung was still showering.

"we were about to, but bambam was calling for him and interrupted us.. so i can't tell you if it was good or not."

the blonde kept chuckling silently which caused jaebum's cheeks to become even hotter (if that was even possible). "but how was the feeling right before almost-kissing him? wasn't that weird?"

"why should that be weird? it wasn't." jaebum couldn't handle eye contact right now, so he was looking at his hands nervously playing with his belt. "it was.. nice."

he was waiting for a reaction but jackson just stared at him, waiting for jaebum to continue.

"i was probably just wasted, but i was kind of nervous, which i'm usually not when kissing. like, you know that tingling in your stomach before doing something exciting like riding a roller coaster or something? i don't make any sense, i don't know."

"holy shit, dude. you actually like him, don't you?" this was when jaebum's eyes met jackson's, but he wasn't able to respond anything to that question. what the hell was he supposed to say?

did he have sincere feelings for youngjae? hadn't it just been the pushing and teasing from his friends, spending a lot of time with him, the stupid dare?

"guys?" jinyoung entered, a white towel around his waist, interrupting jackbum's staring contest. "jaebum, someone's calling you."

"who is it?" jackson asked.

"y-youngjae."

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