teenage dirtbag + 「 2jae 」

twenty five

"your room is really nice." jackson said, observing the posters and decorations on mark's walls.

it really was a nice room. the walls were painted in a very light peachy tone that you almost didn't notice, but his room was decorated with fairy lights not only around the bed, but also at some shelves. it was really cozy and made you feel warm as soon as you entered it.

"thank you." mark smiled while looking for his notebook.

"what's that flag above your window?" jackson was pointing his index finger to a flag that had one pink, yellow and one blue stripe.

"oh, that", mark sat down on his bed when he found the notebook and jackson did the same. "that's the pansexual pride flag."

"pansexual?" you could see in jackson's face that he'd never really heard the word.

mark chuckled. "it's when you're attracted to all genders."

"so it's like being bisexual?" jackson was clearly still confused.

"no," mark shook his head. "see, being bisexual primarily means being attracted to two genders, your own and a second one. doesn't necessarily have to be male and female."

the blonde still had a question mark on his face so mark just continued explaining.

"there are more than two genders. people who identify as female, male, both, none. it's a wide range. bi means two whereas pan means all. a lot of people get confused with it, i just like to think i fall in love with a persons character rather than their gender, you know?"

"yeah, i think i get it now. that's really beautiful." jackson had to admit. mark smiled softly at his words.

"anyway, i was gonna show you some of the lyrics i wrote." he shyly handed the notebook to jackson who started reading carefully.

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youngjae and jaebum had returned inside a while ago but couldn't stop looking at each other and get all giggly when the other caught them.

it was about 3 in the morning when yugyeom decided to munch on the cold pizza from earlier, while bambam and jackson were playing video games and the rest was watching and cheering for their favourite.

oldjae
we kissed

marktuna
ohmdHWHA

marktuna
youJWA

marktuna
whEN HOW WHE REWHY

marktuna
tell ME DONT LEAVE
ANYTHING OUT

oldjae
IM SKDLSNSKSN

oldjae
OK SO WE WERE AT THE BALCONY WATCHIGN THE STARS AND IDK I WAS LEANING ON GIM

oldjae
hES SO SOFT HE SMELLS
SO GOODG MARK

oldjae
AND IDK IT JUST HAPPENF

oldjae
he kissed me but it wa sover too soon so i kissed HIM AGAIN JSKDDKDK

marktuna
IM TRYING NOT TO SCREAM RN

oldjae
HOW DO U THINK IM FEELING

marktuna
FUCKFUFKCFKDKFKDK

oldjae
I KNOW

marktuna
WHY are you not sitting
next to him go over NOW

oldjae
but????

mark elbowed youngjae and gave him a i will kill you if you don't go sit next to jaebum right now kind of look.

"come on jackson, you got this!! you're winning!!!"

"what the fridge gyeomie you should be on my team!" bambam cried.

youngjae got up and walked towards jaebum but instead of sitting next to him, he tried walking past him to the kitchen.

the older saw and grabbed youngjae's wrist, making him stop immediately. he pulled him down and youngjae fell right on top of jaebum's lap, exactly where he wanted him to sit.

youngjae failed at hiding his red cheeks when everyone turned their faces to see the cuddling pair.

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HENLO GUYS
IM BACK

ok this SUCKs but i just wanted to update :'))))

i told u guys that i was super stressed the past few weeks and it was all because of applications for a school and an internship and loads of adult stuff BUT I GOT ACCEPTED and i'll start from august first so rip me but i hope i'll find more time to update!

also happy end of pride month yayay germany legalized same sex marriage YAY
💗💛💙

hope you're all having a great summer!!