Memories Back Then Pt. 1

Chapter O2.

Kinda want to put this story in journal format minus formats, just telling how everything happened and shit. So from this point on, I'm doing this in FIRST PERSON cause I'm tired of having to think of names and shit. So disregard the names l, please and thank you.

New Environments

The day we moved to Shady Lane 2 everything changed, changed because it went from a quiet ghost town to live asf. It's like they'd send a newsletter to every apartment telling them new tenants were coming so stay indoors until we moved in. There were kids everywhere and it no longer looked deserted, actually it looked like somewhere straight out of the hood. I wasn't used to seeing this many kids, so I didn't really go outside to make friends because I was still quiet after all that happened.
     The day I started at Robinsonville Elementary, I got in trouble 10 minutes after my mama left the school. We were in class when all the kids were playing because the teacher was getting my stuff ready for the class, on her roll and everything. They were all throwing paper at one another when one girl decided it would be fun to throw paper at me. Now I didn't know these people so I instantly got hot and was like "Don't throw anymore paper at me," her being a wanna be bad ass threw two more bawled up sheets at me so I responded, "throw some more paper at me and I'm slapping you." I don't know WHY she taught it was a joke, but she threw another sheet so I got up calmly walked to her desk and slapped her daring her to hit me back. Since the teacher wasn't paying attention, I went back to my seat and the class burst out laughing and she started talking shit. When the teacher asked what was going on, she told the teacher how I had slapped her so the teacher told us to come outside the classroom with her and I was happy asf because I didn't want to be there anyway.
As soon as we got outside he door, the girl started crying about how I slapped her for no reason and before I got the chance to defend myself the teacher told me, "We don't do that here. No recess for You today." I instantly got an attitude because she didn't give me time to talk so I was like "well if she wouldn't have thrown that paper at me I wouldn't have slapped her, I'll slap her again if she throws some more paper." I guess the teacher thought I was playing because she let us go back in the classroom where everyone burst out laughing again because the girl's eyes were red and she still had tears coming down. 🙄 Ever since then we didn't really get along and EVERYTIME she came around some lil slick shit was said, but since I'd already pulled her hoe card I always ignored her. 
For some reason unknown to me, guys thought I was going to be new meat for them to get but I wasn't going for none of that but that didn't stop their little "girlfriends" from disliking me, that's when I met my second bestfriend in life. Not only was I quiet and "feisty" as they put it, but I was also effortlessly smart so when I came I knocked their top students off the top, I quickly became top of my class and people hate that especially when they worked hard to get their spots. That brought on a whole new set of problems. That didn't really phase me though until upperclassmen started to dislike me over guys too, when I wasn't stutting any of them. I'd only given two guys the time of day and even then all we had done was hold hands and talk on the phone all day and night.
There was this one guy though who always asked and begged me to give him my attention, so I gave him more than my attention. He was one of the upperclassmen's boyfriend so she picked with me every chance she got but her picking started before I'd even gave him some attention and I honestly don't know how that even worked unless he'd told her he liked me or looked at me too long or something, but I never noticed he was after me until I became friends with his sisters. His sisters and I were close friends, but they were also friends with his girlfriend so it was complicated asf considering the girl always picked with me over him. Still I wouldn't feed into the bs because he'd already caused me problems when we didn't have any dealings so imagine if we did decide to get together.
Back then I was going to daycare 💀 and her bestfriend rode the bus that dropped me off at daycare.   | I went to daycare because my little brother was bad asf and didn't listen to anyone so we were there because he saw us everyday and was used to us. | The girl's bestfriend used to pull my hair and talk bad to me on the bus from a seat behind me and MY DUDE, who just so happened to be her cousin. He used to defend me and snatch her hand away from my head and tell her to leave me alone but it didn't really help how I felt so I got depressed and hated riding the bus, going to daycare and soon I dumped him and started sitting at the front of the bus behind the bus driver which didn't really help because she sat on my seat then and the bus driver was too busy driving to stop her from picking with me. Soon I stopped going to daycare because I complained everyday about being too old for it so I started going home, riding my own bus everyday after school so I didn't have to deal with that girl anymore but dude's (my friend's brother) girlfriend stayed in Shady Lane 2 also, so I still had to deal with her and him. She stayed right across the street from their ass, so whenever I went to see his sisters she was either over there or outside her house with him so I could never get a break with him flirting with me in front of her.
After all that, I decided to finally give my friend's brother my attention which lead to me giving him my virginity. Yes, I was 4th grade and we had sex. I didn't know what I was doing and he didn't know what he was doing either, so he didn't pop my cherry but it happened so yes, I gave him my most prized possession and I was young. His birthday was the day before mine and we had sex on his birthday so he offered me money, but I didn't take the shit because I felt like he was trying to pay me for having sex with him but he wasn't that kind of dude but I avoided him because that disgusted me that he would think I was a prostitute or something. Even though, he bought me stuff for my birthday and said he wasn't trying to come off as if he was paying me for sex buuut I still stopped talking to him & eventually his sisters thought I didn't like them, not knowing what happened between me and their big brother and started a whole other set of problems for me. So my bestfriend was my only friend, I'd stopped communicating with everyone but my friend whose house I spent the night at in Clarksdale when I went down there.