I like Isak, and Nora

Me

I feel I should introduce myself, it is a way of looking objectively into all that happens and see if I could have done something different. My spanish teacher uses a good sentence for that "we don't know what happens today because we don't have perspective". So who am I? I need to admit that at the moment I don't really know who or what I am, I was born in Aynor, a small town in england with less than 300 people living in there. I lived in such a small town that I had to go on bike every day to Erith to school. I used to hate that ride but eventually it was a way of relaxing and thinking on everything that had happened during the day.

Without those 30 minutes I would suffocate on my feelings. I wasn't a normal kid. I am not a normal kid. When I was born something was different, while boys played football I sat with the girls and eventually started reading. It didn't took long for people to see that my friends were just girls and it wasn't a problem, everyone saw me as a sensitive guy, which I think I am but eventually things got weird.

As most of boys in that situation I fell in love with a girl, but not in a sexual way of any kind, our relationship was too good to be a couple, we read the same, listened to the same music and cried with the same movies. I was only 15 and I thought something was wrong with me. My scarce male friends enjoyed doing sports and talking about girls. I enjoyed the latter, but not only with them I spent hours talking with my best friend about guys. The problem is that in a 300 habbitant town there was not much to do, I spent hours just talking with her. We went to school together, studied together, had fun together. I had never been in such a relationship, people call it "Bromance" when is with two guys but since it was a girl and a guy it is not a bromance. People should find a name for that. I'll stick with the term "Bromance" for the rest of the story. 

Eventually I started going out with her constantly, we became more than friends, more than a couple since those are temporary. We became a frienouple. Yeah, I have just invented that word, get used to that.

But everything went to shit pretty quickly. She moved just after the school year ended. Tomorrow is the first day of school and I have spent the entire summer talking with her via skype. It was one shitty summer. So who am I?

My name is Paul, a 17 year old guy whose best and only friend just dissapeared of his school. I am like a freshman I guess. Maybe that is good, maybe I can start all over again. I really don't know

Welcome to my life